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pretty dresses

2007-01-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

dear all,

i'm importing clothings, mainly korean dresses from various sellers overseas.
details can be found here.
:D
do help me advertise!

i will be bringing in more designs in the near future, but i first need a pool of "customers"!
haha.
& for close friends, you're entitled to a further 10% discount! :D

love,
qii!

new forum!

2007-01-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

hey people~ my online friend (lol~) krissy set up a forum and hosted it. do join the forum aite! (:

http://www.bellezzadimodo.com/forum/

it was previously on a free server, but its now hosted. join as a member and be active! discuss about the fashion, entertainment, cosmetics and anything under the sun! join sprees and buy things from overseas! you can even sell your used items at reasonable prices at the "want to sell" section! (:

FYP!

2007-01-11T08:36:00.000+08:00

my blog has been damn stagnant! lols..

good news! when this semester started, we chose our Final Year Project(FYP) Titles and ranked them according to our choice (something like choosing secondary schools / junior colleges, very important!) haha. i chose a project which is IAP-linked, which means i can do attachment and FYP at the same place, on about the same topic. :D

now the results are out! guess what! i got my first choice! together with peien, she's my partner. yayness! :D:D:D let's hope it wouldnt be too tough! doing research on salivary markers, whether stress has any effect on arthritis. (: my supervisor is a professor from NUS who has MANYMANY certs! *STRESSED*

bottomline is, im gonna go to NUS to do my FYP and attachment! something which i've dreamt of ever since i came into biotech! haha. :p cuz NUS has the best Life Sciences course so far. (compared to NTU which only has 2 courses, i think)

:D

okiedokie. just a short update la. in flash applications class. haha. gotta do my flash movie alr.

2006-12-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

rena: merry xmas! (:
charissa: hell yes. irritating purple.
anita: arha. you know, i know. >.<

life's been relaxing. 2 weeks break, and im enjoying every bit of it. (:
i dont wanna go back to school. 2007 will be a hectic year.

been watching My Girl. englong's mum lent me the dvd. My Girl is damn nice. (:
i absolutely adore Lee Joon Ki! he's sosososo sweet. hehs. i love korean shows.
i love 2nd leading actors! their characters are always damn sweet.
like in Goong. haha.

i love shumei! haha. she's so sweet. though we arent very close, she actually smsed me to ask me if im alright. haha. (:

ive been working for my mum too. (:

i watched High School Musical VCD just now. damndamndamn nice. i lovelovelove zac efron. sososo cute. :D:D:D

gonna watch serendipity again! couldnt find it on YouTube so i went to rent it. hehs.

dangdang. new year's coming. no resolutions! cant fulfill them anyway. haha.. feel so helpless ehs! but im alright! (:

i wanna play mahjong. chari & rena, when are we gonna play again???

HELLO? EXCUSE ME?

2006-12-11T17:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday night i received this sms from my NAN HUA BAND senior, lets call him J. the msg was about him going to play for YUHUA and RV ALUMNI BAND concert some day in January.
erm, hello? he is from NAN HUA. not YUHUA nor RV? o.o"

so yea, i msged him and asked what has YUHUA and RV alumni band gotta do with him. and is he part of them?

guess what he replied?
im from PJC.. same conductor.

LIKE DOTS! you advertised your concert as Yuhua and RV alumni band (veryveryvery good band & music) and wait till people ask why are you involved. you tell them that they're under the same conductor. -________- i dont know about you guys, but i think this is deception.

so i told him that, and he gave me a whole load of crap that they have combined their bands together. calling the association (lets call it SW now), SW. and that they'll announce the new name on the concert itself.

damn dots. if im going, obviously i'll expect true blue Yuhua and RV alumni band playing, cuz you advertised it that way. the next thing i know, there're some people from other schools playing. erh. deception? or otherwise?

im not against their music, cuz i know senior J has a good foundation in music and plays damn alot of instruments. but i just cant see eye to eye with the advertising technique.

oh well..
im a lil cranky nowadays. common tests are killing tons of my brain cells.

especially since common test is right after that incident. oh well.. still trying to get over it.

UPDATES

2006-12-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

im finally back here.

did the blogskin while playing with adobe photoshop 7.0 (yes, i know its an old version, but who cares.. as long as it makes nice skins)

the colour combi for words seem a lil weird.. any suggestions?

ive been getting on okay.
something horrible happened yesterday and i almost lost a loved one. well.. only 2 people know of it. and i thank God for the two of them. my pillars of support - you know who you are. (:

it rained so heavily yesterday. could feel it in my heart, on my face..

my heart hurt so bad when i found out about it. and i cried in the drizzle for so long.. cried till i had no more tears to spare. lets hope things will be okay now.

i'm okay. really.. (:

new template coming up

2006-10-26T18:38:00.000+08:00

new template coming up~
working on it..

francais

2006-10-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

Je m'apelle yuqi! :D
J'ai 18 ans

J'aime francais~

Je parle francais~

J'aime le chocolat?

lol. francais is darn fun. veryvery interesting. the pronounciation & stuff. woo~ love the articles thingy. the la, le, les, des, un, une. woo~ :D

dont ever try to pronouce french words without learning french. cuz the pronounciation is TOTALLY different. :D

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz have different pronounciations from the anglais ones.
so basically, even if the word looks like it's supposed to pronounce like whatever you're thinking of, it's not.

okie. i shall reveal one.

you know the popular L'amour?
L' is the article - supposedly Le but cuz of the vowel in amour, it becomes L'.
how do you pronounce this?

a more?
L-amore?

nope..
it's pronounced as Le-Moooo. yeayea. see what i meant?

Mr Jean was speaking so quickly, i was practically scribbling my notes.. oh well.. =/

dearest wont be working on monday, most likely meeting him aft my class ends at 11am.. hmm.. study? most likely.

dang. gotta slp. have stupid math lectures tomorrow. God bless.

first day of school

2006-10-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

troubled.
pissed.
stressed.

these 3 words sums it up.

one of the sprees i organised screwed up cuz of the darn taiwan seller, MissLovers. DONT EVER ORDER FROM THEM -___________________-" or if you see sprees on MissLovers or MrQ, DONT PARTICIPATE. urghs. :( dont ask me why, i'll screw you upside down.

i've a test on the first lesson of french when i know NUTS about french. -claps-
the pronounciation & stuff are darn tough. -________________-"

& i've got 4 frigging hours of break every monday.

screw it.

on a happier note, at least i have sandy & peien & jeremy to crap with me. that darn jeremy got a HP phone -__________-"

steamboat

2006-10-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

whee~ i FINALLY went for steamboat yesterday evening. :D maplestory guild outing again! haha

met sandy at arnd 4 at bukit panjang, took bus to town then train to marina south. :D

met tzehan, alaric, kenneth, joshua, xinci and geraldine there. :D first time meeting tzehan cuz he's always busy! >.< anyway, the guys are darn cute. lol. xinci & geraldine are darn pretty. :D love them all~

wenta play pool first. lol. shucks. havent been playing pool for years man! played for abt an hour, left for zhen fa. :D started steamboat-ing. :D:D:D niceeee tzehan helped us chop crabs and clean them lol. the other guys are darn lazy. -.- i even had to peel prawns for them. *$#&!)%&@$^% lol, only xinci & i ate the crabs. lol. :D:D:D niceeee.

geraldine went home at 9. we wenta arcade after she left. joshua played drums, he's darn talented can. xinci & joshua played time crisis 2 after that. xinci's darn powerful. she play until stage 3 area.. 2 i think. i dont know how to play! :( then all 7 of us chiong daytona. :D:D:D i got 5/7. LOL joshua super joker. his car went reverse. -.- aft that we went home. took tons of pictures at the mrt station. :D i really like them! fun to be with. never had so much fun in sucha longlong time.. haha.. but dearest doesnt seem to like me to hang out with them.. oh well...

anw, sch's reopening next mon. POOP. first day of sch, ive lessons from 8-6. STAB ME man. 4 hours of break in between. 4 fugging hours. -.- -.- -.- screw the school management. -.-

A levels are approaching.. but dearest seems to be still slacking.. im frigging worried.. sigh..

nice company + good food

2006-10-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmm..

last thursday, sandy & i met up with our maplestory guildmates. we went over to a lan shop at bugis & they fought zakum (big boss in maplestory). zzz went home darn late, dearest was pissed with me. :(

went out with sandy, xinci and ken yesterday. last minute decision to go out. we were playing maple when we all felt like going out. met them at 8pm at suntec. we went to marche~~~ delicious fooood. :D:D:D spent arnd 20bucks there. we went to ben&jerry's too! :D:D:D dee & i shared a small cherry garcia & a mint icecream with choco chunks. absolutely delicious sinful indulgence. whahas.

woke up this morning & watched my csi on starhub cable tv. :D prepared in the aftnoon & left for dearest's house. left his house at 5.30 to suntec (again.) auntie sally treated the entire family to dinner at the pearl river restaurant at suntec convention centre. heard his cousin saying that the bill came up to a thousand plus. o.o everyone of us had a mini buddha jump over the wall! :D:D:D nice~ haha had prawns, scallop, fish, vege & some other dishes. was a buffet kinda thing. as in you pay for each head, then you can order anything you like. haha. we ate so much. -.-" then his mummy sent me home. :D:D:D oh ya, took photos too.. haha, i was so paiseh when his cousin made his mummy, him and me take a photo together, she said "lai lai. take family photo." lol..

my holidays are ending. :(

two years one month

2006-10-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

dinner at Jack's Place, Bukit Panjang Plaza. went on dutch, cuz i got my tuition fees from ming yee's mummy alr.

cream of chicken soup, black pepper sirloin steak, mushroom sauce T-bone steak & a glass of orange juice. $53++ (: paid using my UOB Visa card. :D:D:D damn shiok to sign can.

saw my older cousin with his girlfriend. hehheh. they were outside a jewellery shop looking at rings. HEH HEH HEH. i gave him the cheeky look and his face turned red. HO HO HO. & he's the cousin i share with hanhui & hanxian. muahahah. his younger sis is married with a lil baby alr. he needs to get married too! hahaha. he's damn hiong one. my uncle and auntie only knew he had a bike license and A FRIGGING BIKE until they caught him at the carpark, or something like that. lol. my uncle a bit wols! he realised later than my auntie. heh heh heh.

& my mum just complained that my room is overflowing with my online buys. HOHOHO. =x especially cosmetics. well done. i bought so much but i never use. HAHAHA.

dearest and i bought a winnie the pooh fork+spoon+chopsticks set for lil hannah for childrens' day! :D

pommy was lying on my bed last night before i went to sleep. she lied across my bed right in front of my pillow. -.-" i couldnt lie down, so i told her to get off the bed. & SHE STUCK HER TONGUE AT ME!! omg. friggin cute can? :D
sorry for the poor resolution, late at night.

Princess Hours

2006-10-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

im suffering from Princess Hours Withdrawal Symptons. lol.

Joo Ji Hoon is damndamndamndamn shuai! his back. AWWWW.. :(
Kim Jeong Hoon is damndamndamndamndamn cute!

Joo Ji Hoon is like the idealidealideal guy! hahaha. firm, confident, strong, humorous, yet gentle.

I'm so hooked onto this kinda silly love stories. :p It feels good to be loved, and to love, doesnt it?

Yoon Eun Hye's damn cute inside the show too. Song Ji Hyo's damn pretty & classy.

It's a pity none of them will be acting in season 2. cuz Yoon Eun Hye, Song Ji Hyo and Kim Jeong Hoon have got other arrangements. which means, I CANT SEE JOO JI HOON! :(

anyway, I'm really keen on taking languages. haha. I'm taking French next semester. I shall use French vulgarities to scold whoever steps on my toes. nar, just kidding. the French are so cultured, i doubt they have any vulgarities. lol. I might wanna continue taking French in NUS Extension. or should I just take Korean? but that's after i graduate la, since im damn broke at the moment, and ive got FYP & attachment coming soon. :(

dang. life is so frigging unfair. haha.

randomfied.

all the best to boyfriend, and best friends, huiling & weiwei for the upcoming A levels. i know all 3 of you can do it!
all the best to chari on her promos!
all the best to rena, anita for the A levels!
& shellshell! doubt she'll see this anyway. haha.

very often, what we wish for do not turn out to be what we have, or what we'll own in future. i find this such a pity. haha.. there's somebody waiting out there for each one of us. someone ideal. someone who cares. someone who loves you like no other person, unconditionally.

have you found the one?

eyecandy. (:

french

2006-09-28T10:32:00.000+08:00

& so, i woke up early in the morning to enrol for my IS course.

IS in Ngee Ann Poly is a must for every student, every semester. for year 1 sem 1, i took a communication shit thingy, and a shitty community thingy. year 1 sem 2, i took sports&wellness(bball) and a creativity application module. last sem, i took events management which was real fun.

& this semester, guess what i enrolled for! haha. basic conversational french! & flash applications. im really keen on taking korean, but there isnt any available, screw NP! a basic course outside costs $365 for level one. & there are more than 1 level in the entire course of korean. -.-" jappo is too common. so i decided to take french! haha. (next time dont have to rely on babelfish. haha! screw you loser!)

talking about french, i realise after i used french for my last template, i saw some of my friends/aquaintances/no-longer-friends-friends using french for their template too!

screw them alright. even if you didnt copy every single thing, at least put a "INSPIRED BY YUQI" kinda thing in your profile okay? (:

cant wait for the next semester to start! 1 and a half years more to graduation! :D:D:D

bored

2006-09-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

im bored, bored, bored.

went ta cut my hair just now. cut away the curls. (: straight shoulder-length black hair. :D:D:D

bought mcdees. the guy serving me was funny. he performed a 'magic trick' for me. and when i reached home, i realised he upsized my fries but i didnt pay extra. o.o"

contemplating to dye my hair. but i think black is nice too. sick of dried hair. awaiting my loots from drugstore.com to arrive, with a facial mask & hair mask. :D:D:D

and ive got loads of mineral makeup samples. no idea which to start since im actually a makeup noob. & many of my friends do not makeup. haha. :p maybe i should start influencing them to do so? but i think putting on cosmetics is a very tedious process. -.-"

rarrhs. it's our 2 years 1 month anniversary this sunday, but dearest's thinking of whether to go celebrate his cousin's birthday instead.. :/ so yea, nt sure of my plans yet.

krissy dearest, when're we gonna visit baby jabez? lol

bored

2006-09-19T16:46:00.000+08:00

Devil Beside You is a damn nice show. i fell in love with Jiang Meng! :p Mike He's sooooo darn cute inside the show *melts*
next show to watch? Princess Hours! :D

dearest introduced me to World Of Warcraft, and he bought me the game. -jaw drops- I'm a level 9 noob, in his guild, with loads of level 60s. -.-" level 60 is the highest level you can go in WOW, by the way.

im so darn bored at home. it's my holidays. & ive got holidays alllll the way till 15oct.

oh, did i mention i passed all my modules again?! im so happy! hahahah! i thought i would fail, but im glad i didnt!!

someone ask me out, please? :(

true love? or otherwise?

2006-09-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

helloo. went to teach tuition with charissa today. the student's name is ming yee. he's a very quiet boy, in my opinion. :D lets hope everything will be fine for the next month.

went to baby's house. sally auntie wanted to bring us all out for good food but the guys were lazy. (wanted to play games, to be exact) called him when i reached clementi & we went to have mcdees. ordered only double cheeseburger. budget. :x shared dearest's fries & drink.

then we went back to his house. baby & his younger cousin, weifu, started hogging onto the computer to play world of warcraft. -.-""" expensive game leh.. must pay 50bucks every 2 months or so. worse still, dearest's supposed to study! so the bored me decided to use his laptop to surf the net! :D:D:D check out process of my elf spree. and looked for new stuff to buy online. hehhehheh. but im getting bored of it, cuz it's sucking me dry.

rotrotrot. then came home!

anyway, i was reading a distant friend's blog and i thought her situation was hilarious. since long time ago, people have been speculating that she got together with the guy cuz he's rich, & cuz she wants to prove that somebody wants her. (oh well, at least i think so) their relationship is sooo unstable. with her showing all the affection, and the guy with flocks of girls with him. (not that he's a good guy or he's damn handsome though) the guy is damn uncouth, and is a complete jerk.
true, i dont really have a good impression of either of them but i truly sympathise the girl. with such a boyfriend, she could jolly well bang the wall and die. which girl on earth can tahan a guy who's so inattentive, playboy, jerk-ish, bastard-ish, asshole-ish, and totally ugly.? that guy could insult her right in front of her friends! gosh. worse still, he doesn't make an effort to make her happy. he doesn't talk about her, he talks about other girls, on his blog, his friendster, blahh. and he could write wonderful things about his female friends but not his own girlfriend.

o.o"
he's such a jerk, i feel like slapping him.
and yet the girl is still going gaga over him. o.o"
true love?
or otherwise?

-shrugs- only she knows.

oh, and my dvds from hongkong are arriving! :D:D:D bought Princess Hours, Devil Beside You and My Lovely SamSoon.
watched My Lovely SamSoon before already though, but can't resist owning the dvd myself. muahaha. baby wanna watch too, cuz i've been telling him how nice the show is ever since i saw it on scv aeons ago. :p

jobless

2006-09-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

im currently jobless.

might be giving tuition. charissa's passing her students to me for september as she's having promos. oh well, hope i can get the job! & be able to cope with it. >_<

i'm quite good with kids okay. lol. :x can ask sandy if you don't believe. muahaha. her lil nephew & niece can recognise me alr. :D:D:D

hmm.. if you've any lower primary cousins / friends' cousins looking for tuition, come look for me! lol. although im a noob, i'll do my best to help them! serious!

my qualifications--
bukit panjang primary
em1.
psle agg: 249
information: english-A, math-A*, chinese-A*, science-A, higher chinese-pass (didnt study for higher chinese :x)

nan hua secondary
express.
o levels: L1R5-14 L1R4-11
information: english-A2, amath-B3, emath-A2, chemistry-B4, physics-B3, higher chinese-B3, express chinese-A1, humanities-B3
sidenote: i cant remember i got b3 or b4 for chemistry. >.<"

ngee ann polytechnic (biotechnology)
year 2

woohoo. i think my results not TOOOOO bad. lol.. :x dont whack me. rarrhs. i hate my PSLE results though. 249. need 1 frigging mark to get into special course. DAMN! :(

whahas. kkae. contact me at qii.adel@gmail.com or on msn or thru my hp kae?

shooo. my car license + braces + income depends on you!

whakakaka. im serious abt it kae.. thanks in advance! :D

facts about singapore

2006-08-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

helpin' daddy do up a fact sheet for him to put on his cab (yes, my dad drives a merc premier cab) for the upcoming event in singapore.

SINGAPORE
Geographical Location: 136.8 km north of the equator, between latitudes 103 degrees 38' E and 104 degrees 06' E
Total Land Area: 699.4 square km as of 2005(Main Island)
Population: 4.4 million as of July 2006
Races: approximately 76.8% Chinese, 13.9% Malay, 7.9% Indian and 1.4% Others
Literacy Rate: 95%
Climate: Minimum- 23 to 26 deg C. Maximum- 31 to 34 deg C
Official Language: English (Language of administration), Chinese (Mandarin), Malay (National language) and Tamil
National Flower: Vanda Miss Joaquim – Hybrid between Vanda hookeriana and Vanda teres
Forms of public transport:
MRT service: 68 stations
LRT service: 43 stations
Bus service: 2 companies operating 265 routes with a fleet of 3,429 buses
Taxi service:6 groups of operators running a fleet of 20,407 taxis

Timeline
1200s- Known as Pu Luo Cheng / Temasek
1299 to 1347- Sang Nila Utama, a legendary prince, founded Singapura (Lion City)
1819- Founding of Modern Singapore by Sir Thomas Stamford Raffles
1942- Fell to the Japanese on February 15, renamed Syonan-to (Light of the South), to 1945
1945 to 1955- Post War Period
1955- Self Government
1959- National Anthem, Majulah Singapura, written by Zubir Said, presented on December 3
1963- Merger of Federation of Malaya, Singapore, Sarawak and North Borneo (now Sabah), forming Malaysia
1965– Gained independence on August 9, renamed Singapore
1965- Admitted into the United Nations as the 117th member on September 21
1965- Becomes the 22nd member of the Commonwealth in October
1965- Constitutional Amendment Act is passed and Yusof Bin Ishak becomes the first President of Singapore on December 22
1967- National Service Bill passed on March 14
1967- Issue of first Singapore Dollar (SGD) on June 12
1967- Singapore is the founding member of the Association of Southeast Asian Nations (ASEAN)
1981- Vanda Miss Joaquim was chosen as Singapore's national flower

read more here.

also, i found out something from wikipedia.

Ng is a Cantonese and Hakka transliteration of the Chinese surnames 吳/吴 (Pinyin: Wú) and 伍 (Pinyin: Wu), and Hokkien and Teochew transliteration of the Chinese surname 黃/黄 (Pinyin: Huáng). It is sometimes romanized as Ang, Eng, Ing and Ong in the United States and Ung in Australia.

:D:D:D

new blogskin

2006-08-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

new blogskin.

it's the second day of my holidays, & im slacking away! how i adore holidays.

birthday celebration no. 3

2006-08-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

ive been very grumpy the entire day, cuz im not feeling well. sick. >=(

was pissed off with peien just now cuz of something stupid. -.-

anw, sandy, peien, eunice, jeremy, jeremy's girlfriend - stephanie, jinjie, shing and ben organised a birthday bbq for me. & they bought me the cute sigg bottle i like.. but i dont know when i'll be using it. it's so small! i like it nevertheless. thank you guys.

they wrote me a big card on mahjong paper too, think it was impromptu work. LOL. cuz it drawn using lil amanda's crayons. x:

and rena got anita to stuff a birthday card into my letter box yesterday! thankyou! (: and my beloved giraffeeeee toy. =D lil giraffe with magnets in it. haha.

added:

jinjie, cheelup, ben --
for msning me & wishing me happy birthday.

peien --
for being the last to wish my happy birthday last night. o.o"""

cheelup, yvonne, edwin --
for writing me birthday testimonial.

shumei --
for smsing me happy birthday. haha. sorry for not recognising your number, cuz i lost some contacts during transfer.

did i forget anyone else? haha.

this year's birthday is so presentless! and my birthday fund isnt working. o.o"""

im sick, so if i go to the doctor's..

so bo hua! haha. >.<

birthday2

2006-08-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

photos @ sandy's house! (: amanda is sandy's niece & ernest is amanda's lil bro. (:

sandy & amanda
ernest! =D
manda & me. cute lil terror. lol
again~
they are damn nice to hug, i tell you! baba! :p
naughty manda was watching tv. lol.
all four of us! attempted to selftake. lol. cut off one of my eyes. BOO!

I LOVE MY DEAREST BOY! :D:D:D last year he tried to surprise me with flowers but didnt succeed cuz it was too late & shops were closed. this year he surprised me by sending flowers to my friend's house. haha. LOVE HIM! :D

wanna thank the following people too:

cheelup, hanhui, daihua, delon, jianru, weixiong(?) --
thanks for the birthday cake & song!

suxian --
for being the first to msg me! (12.01am)

jeremy, sandy, shuling, yongheng, rena, eunice, charissa, yewchye, bernice, yanyi, wenbing, yongsern, zhihao --
thanks for msging me happy birthday! much appreciated. (ps: arranged according to who msged me first after suxian's msg)

benedict --
for your birthday mms again! haha. thanks big bro. :D

edwin, cindy, kaingee, reena --
for the birthday testimonial on friendster (:

and of course,

weiwei --
for his upcoming cash present. o.o" his company all these years. his lame jokes. and his treats! haha. thanks bro! ps: you were one hour late!! how could you! lol!

huiling --
for just being there! late night bitchin', and spreeing together. as well as helping me organise my birthday celebration! ps: your msg was 2 min early. =p

peien, sandy --
for helping dearest out in the surprise he planned.

dearest --
for being such a sweet guy! (: thankyou for the lovely pink roses! as well as all the treats, presents, basically, indulgence. ps your msg was 3 min early. =p

I LOVE YOUUUUUU GUYS. (:

oh! happy eighteenth birthday to twin, yian ling! haha. she's got the same birthdate as me!

& happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

my birthday

2006-08-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

helloo. haha. my birthday celebrations didnt turn out as bad as i thought it would.

met huiling & weiwei on saturday afternoon and had lunch tog @ TCC. (: rot around till around 5pm. met cheelup, delon & daihua at wisma. walked to NAC and had crystal jade!! (: hanhui came just before we finished eating. talked quite abit.

pondered over where to go, decided to head back to TCC (again.) since daihua suggested. so yea, strolled back to cine. the guys were looking @ movie listing at the basement while huiling & i went to the toilet. came out & they disappeared! wanted to follow them but weiwei stopped us. LOL.

he tapped me hard on my shoulders and told me i had a call. i was like.? huh?! so yea, answered the call and it was weiwei (????) lol. then he walked away and whispered "eh. dont follow them! they going to buy birthday cake for her!"

i was bewildered. i asked him "HUH. BUY CAKE FOR WHO?"

then i started laughing non-stop! lol. he walked back & looked damn embarrassed. WHAHHAHA. i laughed so loudly la. he was supposed to call huiling to stop me from following hanhui & the rest but he called me instead. LOLLL!!

so i said, eh! tell them dont need la. weiwei & hl say nvm la, pple's xin yi. told weiwei to tell them buy cheesecake! but he didnt la!

huiling then lured me to take neoprints while weiwei ran away. she didnt allow me to follow him. -.-" aft that, went to TCC & after a while, TCC went dark! they turned off the lights. lol. then the waitress there brought a cake to me. they sang birthday song sooooo loudly!! >.<" thanked them & ate the cake. hehe. they bought chocolate cheesecake. must have cost a bomb!
then on sunday, met dearest. went to marina square to watch ant bully! its really cute! & touching. (: ate dinner at sakae sushi. dumbdumb dearest doesnt eat sushi but still accompanied me there. haha. lovehimmmm.

heh heh. dearest bought me 2 novels from MPH too! :D:D:D

& tadaaa. i thought it was the end of my birthday celebrations! but it wasnt. while i was at sandy's house this afternoon, (cuz she cooked lunch for me), a guy came up with flowers for me! read the acknowledgement receipt & it was from my baby! man, i was thrilled! lol. wonder when he contacted sandy & peien though. haha!

baby bought me 18 stalks of roses. it's my eighteenth birthday! (: loveee! took photos with the bouquet & with sandy, ernest and amanda.

aint happy

2006-08-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

im not happy.

not looking forward to my birthday.

invited many close friends to my advanced birthday celebration tomorrow evening.

so many can't turn up.

im left with only my dearest. best friend huiling & weiwei. & good friends hanhui & cheelup.

feel abandoned.

haha..

oh well.. ive gotta learn to accept it, dont i? haha.. everybody got their own schedules.

what hurts me most is that some friends didnt even bother to reply.

fcuk.

thank God i still have friends who will still celebrate my birthday with me. & i know some of you are truly busy.

(though i cant help feeling this way..)

fuck exams.

first exam starts on next saturday, just 4 friggin' days away from my birthday.

then on twenty-first.

twenty-third.

& twenty-fourth.

long-awaited long holidays.

God bless me.

crystal jade

2006-08-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

slept at 3am in the morning. o.o" was talking to weiwei on msn, lol, he's crap. =D

set alarm & woke up at 10am, smsed dear & he said it was too early to go out. >.<

so i slacked till 11plus. prepared & met him at cineleisure. bought tix for Click and went to Wheelock Place. :D waited some time at Nokia Care to get my USB cable, sis' USB cable & ear piece changed. ive got brand new accessories! new USB, new memory card, new earpiece. hopefully i dont have to get a new phone. >.<" went to Borders for a while.

then we watched Click! it's niceeee. :D touching, sweet, & damn true. funny too. (:

walked to taka's Kinokuniya. dearest finally signed up for the Kinokuniya card! now he can get his comics at 10% off! i can get books too. :D as usual, he bought comics. rarrh! i bought a new capsule marker.

pondering what to eat. breeks? coffee club? decided on crystal jade.

virgin trip to crystal jade was good. went just before dinner time so didnt have to wait long for seats. :D xiao long bao wasnt uber hot so i didnt burn my tongue! dearest thought me how to eat xiao long bao. -grins- both of us ate la mian. he ate the pork ribs one, i ate the spice minced meat with veg. niceeee. :D:D:D

he sent me to the bus stop & waited till my bus came. (:

had to buy dinner for mum & sis. was so pissed with them. -.-" made me walk to & fro when i had a tummyache. RARRH!

back in the comfort of my room. my room is damn messy, but i dont have the mood to pack it. gotta pack in soon.

exams are approaching.

i dont want it to come. (even though i'll be having another TWO friggin months of break)

birthday's approaching too.

not looking forward though. no plans at all.

God bless me!

2006-08-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

i fixed my phone! got a new memory card, and new earphones. gonna go down to nokia care again to upgrade my firmware. lalas. projects are finally done. (: phew. but exams are approaching. :( birthday, too. i wantwantwant to get an ipod nano 4gig. lol.

hoho. pommy is botak once again! :D

tiramisu for best friend, huiling. belated birthday.

oo. she looks good with her face covered! X:

big mouth! x:

dearest hasnt call me yet. boring. :(

ohh. we've been together for 23 months! (: still counting!

2006-07-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

pretty sunflower!

dee, me and enn!

jeremy, his girlfriend- stephanie, dee, me & en

the couple & dee

jeremy's such a spoiler. =p

pretty steph, dee & eunice.

me, en & jeremy

birthday girl!

all of us!

:D:D:D nicenice?

anyway, im hoping to get an ipod nano by participating in a supplier spree. the nano will only cost $349! apple is selling it for $428. bleahs. im hoping to get arnd 40 friends? to donate 10bucks to me each. bleahsss. for my birthday. *HOPING*

:(

sandeeee

2006-07-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TWENTY FIRST SANDEEEEE BABY!
haha! went to ccta lab at 10am, to check on my cell culture, then did our ccta project till about 2pm. (: finally completed the damned powerpoint!
dee, en and me took 61 to ikea~~~ had my fave sausage bun. :D then we shopped in ikea. saw so many stuff i wanted to buy.
bought a dog food bowl for only FIFTY CENTS! lol. cheapo. :p but nice! pommy loves it! haha. en & me shared a packet of 6 stamps cum markers which cost only 2 frigging bucks! cheapoooo! :D
then we went to queensway. checked out price for jerseys, and took photos of the jerseys. FBT jerseys damn cheap can.
uh huh. then went to holland village to meet eunice. jeremy and his girlfriend, stephanie, came shortly after that. went to NYDC. had dinner. bought a slice of cake for sandy baby too! (: sang birthday songggg. :D & gave her a bouquet of sunflower + other flowers. lol. pretty pretty! she was so shocked! cuz she prolly thought we weren't giving her anything. when we were at ikea, en & i wanted to buy flowers for her there. but we thought it would be boring to buy in front of her, so we pretended that we weren't getting her anything. =p
lalas~ paid for her meal as well! =p
we love sandeee! 21. TWENTY ONE. oldpoke. =p
will upload photos next time. :p

anticipation

2006-07-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

less than a month to my birthday.

anticipating? maybe not..

its during my STUDY week. which friggin' means that im s'posed to STUDY. cuz the EXAM week is 1 friggin' week away.

& im so broke, i cant go out anywhere to celebrate with my friends (if they're willing to)

fcuk it.

& im overloaded with projects & definitions & cycles & drawings.

fcuk fcuk fcuk.

dearest isnt picking up his phone. must be asleep. rarrrrrrhs.

on a lighter note, im gonna be dismissed fr school at prolly 11 tomorrow. lectures from 8-10. practical from 10-11.

might be ponning lectures.

ohh. he called me alr. happy =D

summarised day out

2006-07-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9.30am.

bathed. mum rushed outta the house cuz her bookshop was burglared. -jaw drops- the canteen of chij bt primary was burglared. rarrhs. her manager from the head office told her to cab down cuz the police officers were there alr. and mummy was sick! >=( she just bought lunch home but she didnt have the time to eat so she told me to finish it up.

was late! dearest came to bukit panjang plaza from mandai. he's involved in the wake/funeral of the late ex minister. we cabbed down together to KAP to meet huiling. dearest had his lunch there. he offered to bring lunch to my mummy cuz i was worried for her, after which he can go home from there. but mummy say no need. he stayed a lil while more to accompany me. accompanied him to the bus stop. he went home to rest first cuz he wasnt sure if he was needed again this evening. weiwei came!

mugging session failed utterly cuz i was darn restless, influenced the two of them. we bitched continuously and weiwei was cracking so many lame jokes, i was practically freezing!

decided to leave for somewhere else at arnd 4pm. weiwei bought marshmellows for me! hahaha. he offered (actually, we wanted him to.. x:) to treat us to a movie but there wasnt any nice shows. so we decided to eat! decided on town at first, but ended up at marina square~~

spent so much time discussing where to eat at. decided on azabu sabo! hahhaa. queued damn long. weiwei offered to queue while we went shopping, but we went to the toilet instead. the queue in the toilet was so darn long. -.-

ate at azabu sabo!! =D=D=D huiling had the udon in soup, while i had the ramen in soup. weiwei had the teriyaki chicken bento. all were nice! but no photos~~ cuz we were too hungry. lol. dearest was jealous when i said weiwei treated us to azabu sabo. LOL. i asked him along before, but he rejected my offer, saying its weird. so he got no treat. whahas. x: then we shared a mango sundae. ohh~ there was a richie ren lookalike, a shengyng lookalike and a ivan wong lookalike. lol. weiwei was attracted to the richie ren lookalike!!! HAHHAA. gay~~ x=

he spent 42 bucks on the 2 precious ladies of his life. *PUKEEEE*

lol. then huiling and i went window shopping~ m.square's midnight shopping. sale everywhere! thank God we're broke, if not we would have spent a bomb this evening! weiwei tagged along, carrying our heavy stuff. x: manservant. lol.

then we went home~ weiwei waited till both of us got onto our buses before he went to take train. gentleman laa. lol.

meeting dearest again tomorrowwwwww. =D=D=D

i miss my moomoo & weiwei so much. hahahaha. though the mugging session failed utterly, we had fun! =D

thank God for all the wonderful people around me. <3

zzz

2006-07-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

im sick.

and tired.

and i miss my baby badly.

and ive got loads of things to do.

but i havent done any of them yet.

just stab me. >=(

though so, i've got my friends with me. (: might be meeting moo & weiwei tomorrow.

i met cheryl (nh junior; charmaine's lil sis) on the bus just now, and she commented that i looked very tired.

indeed, i am.

shopping online

2006-07-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

ive been shopping online quite a bit lately.

shopping list:
- a charm bracelet
- a star bracelet
- a crown+cross necklace
- orange hairband
- white hairband
- elf Healthy Glow Bronzing Powder Sunkissed (arriving)
- elf Natural Radiance Blusher Glow (arriving)
- elf Hypershine Gloss Flame (arriving)
- elf Blushing, Bronzing and Blonding Brush (arriving)
- old navy Women's Metallic Flip-Flops (pending)
- old navy Women's Flip-Flops Grafitti Green (pending)
- old navy Women's Flip-Flops White (pending)

well done! im thinking of getting customised tees from valashoppe.com. her tees are really pretty! (: got her link from blinkymummy. the founder is 19 years old only! impressive hur? :D anw, ive got lobangs for cute earrings too. contact me, and see if i wanna share. LOL. x:

ok. im going to sleep, if not dearest will nag at me if he knew i slept so late.

i miss my best friend too! li moomoo. that fella is enjoying herself in hong kong. RARRRH!

tired

2006-07-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

im dead beat but i cant get to sleep.

stab me!

exams are just a month away, im feeling the stress. =/ ive to do well, if not i cant get into local university. :(

or should i just continue working till im rich enough? arghhs.

should i go for overseas attachment? though it promises better jobs in future, there isnt any allowance given and air tickets blahhh are not sponsored. :(

i miss my baby. he's at his clerk's house, they've got job to finish. and his phone died on him - low batt.

im contemplating to get vodafone sharp v903sh. sony ericsson w810i / w900i. motorola v3x (same phone as baby!)

but i need moolahs.

loads of them.

=(

bday wishlist

2006-07-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

the best thing on earth is to spend a quiet (and hardworking) afternoon with the one you love.

i woke up late today at arnd 11am. then took my time to prepare to meet dearest. met him at clementi and went to have lunch at the hawker centre. had chwee kuey and dumpling noodles. =D then we took bus to KAP and studied!

i finally spent time revising on instrumentation's chromatography. retention time, capacity factor, blahhhh. wrote notes for chapter 6 and 7. spend about 2 hours studying till we went to cold storage! shopped for groceries. =D bought junk food and stuff. lol. silly him was looking for his instant mash potatoes, but he couldnt find it. so i helped him find and i found it! whaha. he's a dumbdumb. x:

i bought hot chocolate! and the chu qian yi ding garlic chicken maggi mee. thefatpoke bought a hugeeee packet of ruffles and twisties bbq curry. =D

then he sent me back to bukit panjang though he was damn tired. thank you dearest! =D

ohh. and im contemplating to change my phone. most likely to sony ericsson cuz i love the model! heh heh. discussing with huiling.

and ive got a plan! Operation YuQi.

if everyone whom i know donates 5-10 bucks to me on my birthday, i would be damn happy i tell you..
hopefully i'll have 50 friends who will donate 10 bucks to me.. then i can go get the stuff i want..
i wanna go get braces too. asked arnd, and it costs a whopping 3000-4000bucks. =( i need 400 friends to give me 10bucks each for me to get braces!

:(

friends, kindly grant my birthday wish. i dont expect 50bucks or whatever. i just want a teeny weeny amt of 10bucks. lol..

Operation YuQi pending~!

my birthday's in august. so you can save.. 50cents everyday? =p

wishlist!
a good sony ericsson phone
ipod mini / nano (optional.. cuz if ive a mp3 phone then i wouldnt need this)
white mini skirt
outfitter girls wallet in white
humour tees
new pumps
new canvas shoes
papillo virgin whisper madrid/gizeh
puma bag

costly, right? :(

happy birthday huiling

2006-07-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GOOD FRIEND, LI HUI LING!

we've come a longggg longgggg way. i noticed your existence since sec 1 - cuz you were so damn famous! lol. then sec 2.. then sec 3! we ended up in the same class. who would have thought we would end up in the same clique? all the crapping sessions. passing notes during lessons. gossiping. sitting at starbucks (or was it coffee bean?) crapping. lunching together (did we?) LOL

then sec 4.. one of us left the clique. we continued to be together. but you always mia-ed after school cuz your dad always come and fetch you home. >.<"

we werent too close when we were in a clique! then one day you asked me out randomly to accompany you to go to bugis to buy clothes. fun day, i would say. =p uh huh, ended up leaving the clique, a decision i never regretted. =D then it was down to only the two of us!

constant study sessions with my dearest and myself. gossiping on msn through the night. discussing about clothes and stuff. discussing abt bitches/sluts/bastards/jerks. x: talking about the latest eye candies. lemming over stuff together. shopping online together. and of course! hanging out together! =D first time at balcony with daihua and me (speaking of that, he still owes us money! -.-)

MY FIRST TIME - staying over at somebody's house, unplanned. just suddenly decided to stayover so you asked your parents for permisson. and i asked mine for permission, i didnt even had any spare clothes with me. wore your tshirt and shorts. lol. nan hua dance. -.-""

doing cheelup's birthday cum xmas present overnight - cutting and pasting colours papers for the mini scrapbook we did for him. ohh! and before that, compiling his photos and editting them~ =D

talking through the night abt your special one, with some ulu ulu show on the tv. LOL. sleeping on your brother's bed cuz he was in camp! haha. then me waking up freezing cuz you pulled most of the blanket over your side! RARRH!

waking up then had breakfast at the prata shop. =D with heavy rain! the mechanic shop uncle getting his employee to shelter us to the bus stop which was.. 10metres away? LOL. shelthered by a HUGE umbrella. remember that?

rejecting some china guy on your behalf when he asked for your number. -jaw drop-

hahahaha. BIRD PARK! how can i forget that? thanks for coming down to help me! haha. garreth~~ i lovelovelove him! haha. and with jingkai entertaining us on our way back to ngee ann. lalala~ settling the kids down. helping them prepare their food - tiny pieces of bread, biscuits, fishball, sausage and nuggets! =D carrying them in bird park. bringing them around. telling them to shut the crap up. x: LOL.

darn! so many things to write, but i suddenly ran out of things to say. cuz you're on msn with me! and we're watching portugal vs england. nownow. i predict the score will be 0 - 0. hmmm~

ENJOY YOUR DAY OUT KAE! IM SO SORRY MY PLAN DIDNT WORK OUT! :( BUTTT.. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU STILL, DONT YOU? =D

tell me you're crying and/or grinning from ear to ear after reading this longggg entry i specially wrote for you.

(ps: my dearest didnt even have this long entry on his birthday!)

OK. NOW.

CRY! =D

22nd monthsary

2006-07-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

well, i survived another week in school. i passed 2 modules - CCTA and ACMB. but failed Instrumentation. gonna fail ABC. well done!

my dreams of getting into a local uni are shattered! -claps- hence, i thought of an alternative way. i was thinking of working at some biotechnology companies first, and save up, before i go overseas to study. this was what my aunt did. so yeaa.. we'll see how.

it's my 22nd month with dearest. (: 2 more months to our second year. was telling mum abt this, and she said "you'd better get englong to save up for your marriage next time, i want to hold a banquet." o.o"" hello..? im only eighteen, for Christ's sake.

im meeting him later. right now, im lemming for a bath! my house's water supply suddenly screwed up. when you turn on one tap, all the other taps cant work. o.o" plumber from town council just came. so i gotta wait before i can take my bath and prepare to meet dearest. think lil hannah's waiting for me to go over. :p

oh, did i mention that im fcking pissed with my handphone's memory card? it suddenly screwed up and no other N70s can read it. im so gonna change my phone soon. hurhur. my phone's trade-in price is a whooping 400 bucks. =D

and i killed a 10 day old embryo yesterday! :( had to do experiment on cells. so we had to extract cells from a 10 day old CHICKEN embryo, had to mention this lest you were thinking that i killed an human embryo. o.o" from cracking the egg, to breaking its neck, to cutting its body up, and to isolating its cells, the whole process made me felt nauseous. but i held on! cuz this is my job. have to do it no matter what. next semester i'll be dealing with swiss albino MICE. ewww. I HATE MICE. and their longggg tails. yucks.

took pictures during the experiment. aint gonna post them here unless people request for it, cuz it really turns one off. lol.. life is so vulnerable.

that's so random. oh well, i can finally bath. tata people!

huiling: sorry!

makeup

2006-06-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

oh, and mum bought me toner, moisturiser and masks from watsons for me. cost her arnd fifty bucks. thanks mum.

i bought ELF cosmetics via a spree. USD$1 each only. bought 4. hopefully they will be good 'nuff for everyday use.

gonna get the SPF26 or sth moisturiser soon too.

removal of password

2006-06-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

fck. im darn pissed at the moment. i hateeeeee it when people copy what i do, even though the things i do are no big deal!

i changed my blog & friendster themes to black&white, you copy.

i put password on my blog, you also put.

still got tons of things you copied la. bibibabibu.

im nice to you, doesnt mean you can take advantage of it.

fck you!

and its so darn easy to find out the passwords to blogs! im so gonna change to livejournal or xanga or sth that allows only people i know access my blog. fck you stalkers.

and the wonderful event i planned for huiling's birthday on this sunday screwed up totally cuz of people who are damn not enthu. fck. if you're not interested, tell me straight in the face. dont make me wait for hours just for a reply saying you will confirm when i confirm the details with you. fck. im just asking if you would wanna come, for goodness sake. is it that difficult to send a reply?

im so fcking annoyed.

there're so many assignments to do. 4 frigging presentations to prepare for. and ive not started on anything yet. God bless me.

decided to forgo the password thingy cuz it sucks. it's of no use, if people know how to hack into the web.

i cant wait for august to come. oh well, at least ive something to look forward to. zzz.

maplesyrup

2006-06-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

helloo. sianns. met dearest yesterday, went over to tampines to meet him for dinner. wanted to dine at ding tai feng at first, cuz noob me hasnt eaten dim sum in a dim sum restaurant before. LOL. x: but i decided not to. accompany dearest to ajisen ramen to eat instead, didnt finish, as usual. dont really like the ramen at ajisen ramen. bleahhs.

went to perlini's to polish my bracelet. :D then took train to sengkang mrt to meet jacqueline to get my spree stuff. weees. i love my stuff. very pretty. =D

the double layered necklace i bought. its verryyy pretttyyy. :D:D:D

bought 2 of these hairbands - the white and the orange - cuz i was lazy to go down to plaza's accessories shop, since i was getting stuff fr this webbie, might as well get them tog right? :p

CHEAPCHEAP bracelet! but its very pretty. :D i like it. lol. costs less than 10bucks.

this costs more, cuz of the details. but it aint as pretty as the pic. lol. its not too bad either! =D

yeayy. i love online shopping.! i dont even wanna shop in spore anymore. cuz online stuff are cheaper! :p but i gotta save. IM LOOKING FORWARD TO MY ATTACHMENT!!! money~~ yeayyy! x:

weak

2006-06-17T17:18:00.000+08:00

im weak. weak. weak! i thought i was okay alr, but i had a terrible headache yesterday night all the way to this afternoon. gosh. TERRIBLE ONE! you know, the feeling that your skull is filled with loads of junk. your brain has a lack of blood. it stops functioning. and feels as though its gonna explode any moment! gosh. it was horrible i tell you. i couldnt stand up, cuz i felt giddy. i was supposed to meet dearest today la, like, after one whole week of not seeing him. then this had to happen. fcuk! i was feeling nauseous too. mum made me eat a slice of bread with kaya and drink a cup of milk. and i ate medicine. im still giddy now, though not as bad as just now.
bahh. the monthly thing just had to come today! fcuk! im feeling so pissed. >.< uneasy feeling from top to bottom. yucks.

anyway, have you ever wondered how some people can be so heartless? pretending that they dont know you when in fact, you were good friends a zillion years ago. lol. random thought.

im too pms-ey. and i joined a new guild in maplestory. new guild name's Devilicious. not too bad, leader is more spontaneous than the rest of the guild leaders i knew. but some of them added me on msn and there's this guy who started to call me chiobu. fcuk! i think he's blind. else, msia has no eye candies for him.

i love love love songggs.

i lovelovelove westlife's songs. i miss those days shell & i used to sing non-stop together. lol. we were crazy over westlife! i miss her so darn much! :( she's so busy now. rarrhs.

i lovelovelove rainie yang's songs. guo min. zhi xiang ai ni. li xiang qing ren. ai mei.

i lovelovelove jay chou's songs. feng. ban dao tie he. ge qian. loadds.

i lovee aslyn's that's when i love you. SWEEEET. :D

love luther vandross' i'd rather, beautiful lyrics.

98 degrees. i do. its all because of you.

rick price's heaven knows.

rihanna's unfaithful. craig david's unbelievable, we were meant to be.

guy sebastian's angels brought me here.

she's songs - bu zuo ni de peng you. ai wo de zi ge. blahhhs.

simple plan's thank you.

m2m's the day you went away.

helllll. so many songs. im thinking of joining ngee ann band. but.. haha. ive lost touch with music for sucha a long time.

im thinking of joining ngee ann volleyball. but.. im such a slacker.

besides, my timetable ends at 4pm or 5pm every single day. fcuk! so tiring. >.<

my cramps are back. hallelujah!

pictures.

2006-06-16T13:07:00.000+08:00

im feeling better, so i decided to post pictures! =D first, POMMY.!

this was taken when she went for grooming a few months ago. heh heh. all the fur on top of her body was alr cut.

botak!

look at the amt of fur she HAD.

and then.. her fur started to grow very, very slowly.. to this..

and this..

and now! lol, i took this in the morning. ive no idea why she looks so sad though.

and this!

okay, now for the pictures on the day we went to the birdpark.

this is a picture of the uber mini UNISEX toilet. yeayea, dont you miss those days when you were a kiddo? no such thing as nan nu shou shou bu qin. lol. LOOK AT HUILING LA! must bend almost 90 degrees to wash the hands. and she's shorter than me. muahaha. x:

washed hands, and prepared foooood. =D first, empty the biscuits into a container. look at the knife whoever is holding. so dangerous can. x:

then put thinnnn layer of jam on 2 slices of bread. and cut them into four pieces. we did that on 2 big loaves of "super loaf" bread. WEIRD BRAND! nvr hear before. x:

some of us went into the kitchen to prepare the cooked food. cut one pathetic fishballs into 2-4 small pieces. o.o""" and nuggets into half. and hotdogs into MANY slices. lol.

-shakes head- KIDS!!

KIDS nowadays are sooo lucky can! i cant even remember what i had in kindergarten every single day when i was younger, i guess they must be really bad, if not, i should remember, right? anyway, THEY EVEN HAVE A DARN MENU LA! pizza, spaghetti, all sorts of delicious looking food. gosh, WITH PICTURES SOMEMORE! LUCKY LUCKY!

and off we went to the bird parkkk~ pictures taken during the bird show.

kidddooos.

gareth! the one not reading the map. he's so so sweet~ he kept wanting to stick with me. heh heh. and look at that kiddo on the right, reading a map like an adult when in fact, i doubt they understand the map. HELLO?! they're only 5 years old!

then on the way back to school. their tiny school within ngee ann school compounds. haha. tiny them among huge us. with jingkai entertaining us with his funny actions.. GREEDY BOY!

attempted to take pictures of the 3 of us. SHAKY BUS~

ta-daaa. i edited this. cuz it was too dark, so had to use photo-editting skills to brighten it up in order to see our adorable faces. LOL. LOOK AT JINGKAI! naughty boy! ask him take picture he drink water. rarrh!

another attempt. look at him. idiot. x:

oo. i like this picture. jingkai looks so darn cute in here can?

and ta-da! the edited picture. hl & i in the toilet.

collage of every picture i have on hand. =D

and nowww. some maplestory pictures. lol.. meee and sandy. she brought me to this place with uber powerful monsters which i cant fight now. cuz im only lvl 50, she's lvl 85. crazy pig! x:

and meeee alone. with my pet. yesyes, i spent $21 to let my character wear pretty clothes and bought a panda to train it along with me. oh well, not alot actually, for these will last for more than a month. (:

aint my character handsomeee? lol!

alrighty, i think i'll update again. and prolly change my blog layout. what theme should i do this time?

1) my love & me (again.)
2) sis & me
3) huiling & me
4) pommy
5) or some random theme?

=D

sick

2006-06-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

im sick. :(

again. yesyes, my immune system sucks.

same ol' illness - infection of the... i dont know what its called in english. Bian Tiao Xian in chinese.

means severe sorethroat. which irritates me ALOT. accompanied with drowsiness, joint aches and FEVER.

:(

and dearest's having duty tonight- means staying over at his office.

this sucks. im so sehh~ will update soon..

birdpark

2006-06-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

BEWARE! LONG ENTRY AHEAD!

but pls read.! =D

after weeks of planning, the birdpark trip is finally overrr! now, i just gotta do the paperwork. SOB. anyway, im dead beat, but i just had to blog this down in case i forget anything. the power of a laptop! i can lie down on the sofa and type. comfyyy~

I HAD A BAD BAD START for a day. BAD BAD BAD! i woke up early, and bathed. then i boiled water and prepared my milo. went to make sure i brought everything. i tied my hair. and i left my house!! I FORGOT TO DRINK MY MILO AND EAT MY BREADTALK BREAD. i was crossing the road to the bus interchange when i was wondering why my stomach felt so empty, when i supposedly had breakfast. RARRH! so i called moo! told her to bring 2 slices of bread for me from her house. whahas.

reached ngee ann bus stop and waited for moo. for abt 10min! cuz i was early. a girl borrowed my hp to call a cab, i kept looking at her, cuz i was afraid she was some snatch-thief. heh. x:

moo came and i ate my bread. thanks moo! =D she followed me to canteen 2 where i was supposed to meet tricia, yunlei and johnsten. finalised some details, and went to the childcare centre. woohoo.

prepared food for them - cut nuggets, fishballs, sausages into smaller pieces. prepared bread with UBER THIN LAYER of jam (cuz KIDS CANT EAT SWEET STUFF.) whahas. helped them with their name tags. applied insect repellant for them. WE WERE LATE. >=( had to push back our entire schedule. RARH!

took bus there, chester chia and gareth were sitting behind moo & me. they are damn cuteee! (LI HUILING, ITS CHESTER! hahaha not jester =p) but damn dao. lol.

the Lao Shi (teacher) told me to look after Yan Yu, Zhen Yi and Chester Lim. they are sooo noisy. each of us had 2-3 kids with us. but ended up, it was all messed up, the kids just went to whomever they like more. hahah.

split the kids into 2 groups. my group consists of the K1s and the K2s. our group went for the workshop first. >=( stupid jennifer (education officer of birdpark) never prepare everything properly. the leaves werent dry and there wasnt enough double-sided tape. ngiao (stingy)! but the kids had fun! haha. making a birdnest with eggs in them outta dough, plastic cup, leaves and double-sided tape.

oh, did i mention that gareth started sticking to me ever since then? i love him la. he's so cuteee. he kept hugging me. and holding my hand tightly putting my hand in front of his chest whenever i let go of his hand. SO SWEET RIGHT? goshh~ but i heard from the teachers that he's a mischievious brat. haha. but he's damn sweet to me la. he listens to me! haha.

and there was a japanese kiddo~ Ryuichi, im not so sure how his name is spelt. he kept sticking to the lao shi. haha. his parents tagged along too, cuz Ryuichi knows only the basic English words like, go, eat, water, etc. lol.

ohh, after the workshop, we went to the Pool Amphitheatre to watch the All Star Bird Show. the kids were soo amused! haha. good~ =D finally took a short break, cuz they were too attracted by the show.

then came lunch! haha. helped to set up, and settled every kid's lunch and every parent's lunch before we had ours. I WAS STARVING! i didnt realise that until i started eating. too busy alr la.!

ta-da! aft lunch was the long-awaited tour. haha. brought them to the lory loft and looked at the lories. Mrs Ng, the principal, said to us that the tyrants in school were afraid of the height. lory loft had suspension bridges in it, btw.

took the panorail back and the 8 kids sitting with me were so fighting over sweets brought by one of them that they missed the swans, flamingos and pelicans when the panorail went pass them. what a pity!

took them to the penguin parade and they were soooo excited. lol. cute lil kids!

last station, world of darkness. all of them were like "IM NOT SCARED!" before going in. but inside, they held my hands so tightly! lol. aft getting out, i was teasing them "i thought you said you werent scared?" they were like "YA! IM NOT SCARED!" wanna laughhhh sia! lol

anyway, due to the delay in the morning, we had to give the parrots, cockatoos and macaws section a miss. but overall, it was a fun trip. none of the kids got missing till the last station. 4 kids from my group sotong-ly joined the nursery group. sotongss! =p

went back to ngee ann. on the bus, jing kai was entertaining moo & me. he's like so small! but he kept eating! other kids eat 1 piece of bread. he ate more than 4 pieces! and alot more biscuits.! gosh. and his expressions were sooo cute! haha. moo & i were so amused la!

Mrs Ng praised us for a job well done. goshh. sense of achievement. handling a big bunch of kids aint an easy task, but we're done with it! whahah! i'll update again~

oh! and i wanna thank moo for helping out! i bet you had fun too! lol.

shes tha man

2006-06-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

(: & i watched she's da man with boyfriend today. i love the show. duke is soooo CUTE. =D=D=D and i admire viola for her courage to crash into the boys' soccer team. oh well, go watch the show alright?

will be having my birdpark trip with my teammates and the kids at childcare centre on monday morning. will update with pictures. many thanks to yunlei's friends and johnsten's friends whom will be coming along to help us. and of course, to huiling, yanyi and cherissa. hopefully monday will turn out great.

im waiting for boyfriend's call. ! :(

family crisis

2006-06-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

my family seems to be having some crisis now. hopefully we'll tide over it. it really troubles me alot, but i cant tell anybody about it 'cept englong, cuz it's reaaaaally personal. it freaks me out. it makes me think of things ive never thought of. it makes me feel like, its time for me to grow up and stop hanging out with hypocrites whom dont appreciate me at all, cuz they really are a waste of my time, and effort.
oh, and of course, it makes me think of who were the ones who were really there regardless of what happened, maybe because we arent too close, but well, they accept me for who i am.

as i was writing a postcard to anita, i thought of how long we've know each other. ive known her since.. was it primary 2? haha. i just know we were in the same primary school. stupidly joined the wrong cca in primary school, but ended up loving it and grew up with it till the end of our secondary school lives. went to the same secondary school - nan hua sec - together cuz the then nh-band conductor was the husband of our primary school band conductor. lol.. entering the same section together - trombone. having loads of fun together, pontanning band practices, having an hour breaks instead of the given 15 minutes break. whahas. it was all so fun then. but now that we're in different schools. we've really drifted apart. oh! did i mentioned that we always live so near each other, for like, the past 18 years of our lives?! in primary school, she lived at blk 129, me? at blk 126, but in fact the 2 blks were right next to each other. now, she's living in blk 180, and me, in blk 176, with only one stupid multistorey carpark between the 2 blks. lol. you're fated to be stuck with me! =D

and then, there was sherrie. whom i met when i was in primary 5. became the best of friends, and did almost everything tog. she brought me out to town to meet other people, like adam, sherman, junwei, blahblahblah. she was so street smart, and i absolutely adore this then best friend of mine. but after getting into secondary school, somehow, i seem to change, in her opinion. bickered abt some stuff which i thought was quite dumb, and i didnt really intended to do so that time. oh well, she's leading her own happy life now. so who am i to comment anything else? the period of time which we spent tog was really, memorable, i would say. and it would forever be kept in my heart.

in secondary school, i met 3 wonderful girls - charissa, wenbing and michelle. we were so damn close. forming a clique. dreamz. i remember we quarrelled abt some stuff, we were so immatured, then!! i think we're really different, though. haha. but i absolutely love them. actually, wenbing and i werent very close, but well, we're still good friends, right? oh, not forgetting yewchye! ive always thought of him as a good friend, but it seems to me that i may not be so to him.. haha.. oh well..

ahh. rena chan. i didnt forget you! haha. bandbandband! trombone~ xiaochun, jane, derek. 1st generation. lol. then was yingxiu and bob - still remember how we hated bob for being such a showoff? =p and the 2 cultural potpourri! the staircase monster. LOL~ x: oh. and the junior councellor, bernice, what was her nickname ah? hahah. the luo han! and steven! lol. he's like so lame and sarcastic lor. he taught us all the suan-ing skills. lol.

then in secondary 3 and 4, had this 7788 clique. oh gosh, we were so immature then la. fighting over studies also can kick people outta the clique. -.-" then became 6677. oh well, everything was fine at first, but since then, people started to change. i couldnt stand the way some of them are, and i doubt they could stand me too. =p so yea, ended up breaking up.

BUT! i still have li huiling! who would have thought that we would be good friends now?! all the rotting sessions. gossiping sessions. and the heart-to-heart sessions. hoho. she loves me la. HAHAHA. i gave her my first time! staying over at someone else's house (besides my relatives' la) remember the night i stayed over at her house - we were chatting abt .. erhems .. on her brother's bed, with the teevee on showing some lao kok kok show. LOL. but we fell asleep in the end! hahaha.

and neo weiwei! although we dont talk often, you're still a good friend to me! :D love suaning you~~~ =D=D=D

nonono, its not the end of the list yet! uh huh. yanyi! i'll never forget her! she knows me so well, that sometimes i feel guilty not being able to know her as well as she knows me. cheem? ya, i thought so too. lol. but i loveee her. really. =D

cindycindy! TONS of misunderstandings happened bw us. but im glad its all OVER! haha. you know i love you, right?

BENEDICT! oh yes. haha. my bestest guy friend ever. there's sth bw the two of us which makes me feel very comfortable when im around him / talking to him. he speaks right to my heart. haha, even though we dont talk to each other very often. but have you ever heard of this quote? "the best friend you can have, is one whom you can sit at the porch for a very long time without saying a single word, but still feel like it was the best talk ever." sth lidat. haha. we knew each other through IRC. met each other once before only. but talked to each other since i was secondary 2.. that's 4 frigging years of friendship with someone ive never hung out with! amazing, right?

samuel kong. we arent very close, but we knew each other for a long long time too. haha. just so happens that i usually advice him quite alot on his rship. oh well~ and after knowing him for 4 years, i finally received my first present from him on my birthday last year. lol. we knew each other even before secondary school life started from me. cuz suxian went to tell her cousin, william, that im pretty. LIKE. DUHHH. im not la. i think they ended up being very disappointed. hahahaha. x: WHO CARES. i bet samuel still loves me as much (as a friend la.) you better say yes to this. lol.

how can i forget my love? Mr Ang Eng Long. he's like, the sweetest guy ever. always acting like he doesnt care, but always melting me with the sweetest thing he can ever do. it may be a small matter to you guys out there, but i love it. haha. pampering me to the core. bringing me to eat good food. teasing me cuz im fat, but still loving me all the same (and still continue to feed me with good food o.o") trying to buy every single affordable thing i like. tolerating my mood swings. reprimanding me when i eat prawn/seafood and end up getting the runs. lol. cooking fried rice for me when im hungry (used to! now he's too busy to!) making jelly with strawberry and mango in them just cuz i felt like eating it (and getting scolded by his aunties cuz strawberry is expensive) whahass. i LOVE him. =D

i will never be upset for too long, for i know, all of you will be there for me, somehow.

i bottle up my feelings and when the burden is finally too large for me to handle, i break down and cry like there's no tomorrow. at that very moment, i give up on my life, hoping to end it, but ive no courage to. i dont wanna leave this world like that. cuz i still have my family. i still have friends who care. and ive a guy who loves me the way i am.

thank you guys. thank you very much.

hopefully, everything will be fine once again. (:

2006-06-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

this is one of the stuff i bought during the spree. NICE? =D i think huiling bought this too.

anw. my exams are OVER.

please ask me out. =D

sprees

2006-06-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

oh. did i mention that i spent a whopping 56 bucks on an accessories spree recently? YESYES. pretty accessories. korean ones. im so looking forward to receiving them!

and im gonna shop till i drop during my 2 weeks break.

im gonna get a puma bag - hopefully.
new tees!!
new pumps.?

i wanna get couple watches with dearest too! lol. cuz my 10bucks-simple-yet-notcheaplooking watch died on me. and he has been wanting to get one too.

actually, i dont need a watch la. cuz ive my beloved n70. and my tamagotchi!

ALRIGHT. im off to mug! SHOO YOU, INTERNET! STOP DISTRACTING ME! -GLARES-

stabbb!

2006-06-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

c'mon people.

stab me!

i screwed my first 2 papers up, badly. and ive 2 more papers left.

dang. acmb paper was alright only. i screwed up the lac operon question. dangdang! the paper ended at 5pm, after which i came home and.. study slack.
i only got myself to study at like, 9.30pm?! and stopped studying at around 11.30pm? gosh!

i screwed my ccta paper left, right, up, down blahhhh! most of the questions appeared in the past year papers! i only read through them, didnt do. >=(

dangdang.

ive two more papers left.

and after that, i can partyyyy~ 2 weeks break. nanana~

tamagotchi

2006-06-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

im busy.

with the common tests.

with my newly bought v3 tamagotchi. (dearest bought me one when we were at bukit panjang plaza this afternoon! =D thank you boyfriend!)

with..

my baby!

will update after my common tests.

or perhaps, when i feel like it.

CIAOS~

21st monthsary

2006-06-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

hellooo!

i just came back from a mugging session with sandy and peien. stupid jeremy pangseh us for stephanie. lol. studied acmb. left with 2 and a half chapters! but i havent finish the other modules. shopped at cold storage too. bought mango pudding powder thingy and nata de coco. =D gonna make pudding prolly tmr night or someday soon.

nehnehneh~ dearest reached home at 11plus at night yesterday! so late, right? he said the big shots were discussing abt something which has nothing got to do with what he was supposed to care abt. poor thing. he had a meeting this morning again! and in the late afternoon. horrible, right? sucks. we're spending lesser and lesser time together! but we still talk on the phone every night la. heh.

and it's our 21st monthsary!!!

happy 21st monthsary my boy. (: loads of things to say to you, but there's too much for me to say all at once. but i just wanna thank you for being so sweet to me for the past 21 months. thanks for putting up with my occasional tantrums & very frequent complains. x: i love you baby! =D

and pommy dearest is so cute. =D she's sniffing around on the floor again. heh. cute lil furball. =D

heh heh heh. cute lil thing. her fur is so long now la! when she lies down and stands up again, her fur will be in her mouth. then she'll desperately try to get it out. adorable. =D=D=D

lalalas. im outta here.

lonely

2006-05-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

im so lonely tonight. no phone calls from dearest. SOB. cuz he's still at a meeting with some big shots. NS is so ()$*#@)^$@^

and tomorrow's our 21st month anniversary! =D

im uber tired today. and restless. ive no idea why. felt bloated the entire day. you know what i mean? like a bloody puffed-up pufferfish!

dangdang. dearest wanted to take a day off tomorrow, since he's having meeting till late at night (indeed.. -.-). also, it's our monthsary, and i dont have to go to school!
but i think he's having ANOTHER meeting tomorrow. BULLLL CRAP!

i think im so gonna die for the common tests. i cant seem to get myself to sit down and study. i can only sit in front of my damned laptop surfing the net and maple-ing. (#*)#(!_$(.

i surf friendster. so lame, right? and bloghop. gosh. no life kid.

oh btw LI HUILING. there's such thing called msn / friendster / handphone in this world. and i know you possess all three of them. so if you wanna talk to cindy plsplspls, flood her on msn / her blog / her friendster / her handphone. (you're so right abt the part that i'll scold you)

im in a very moody-mode.

dont come and piss me off. if not i'll fart in your face.

oops. so obscene.

RARRHS. im so tired. should i stay up and wait for his call? or should i just tuck myself into bed.? and dream of all the good food in the world.

chunjin: thanksthanks. haha.. i didnt think it rhymed anyway.
cindy: photos please.
brian: stalker teo. =D and whats up in your blog entries? what's making what worse? share with me?
huiling: your reply is right above.

random.

2006-05-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

'nuff said. i spent the evening trying to edit the picture of the giraffe. boo. got it from deviantart. THANKYOU!

which means, i wasted another evening.

i didnt study today, 'cept during CCTA lecture. im halfway, or so, through ABC. and i started ACMB alr. havent touched CCTA and Instru.

dangdang.

and i got full marks for ABC practical quiz again! =D NOW I KNOW WHY ALIEN LIFEFORM FEELS SO YAYA AFTER GETTING TOP IN CLASS, for quite a few times.

cuz it feels really good to top the class. most importantly, it proves that i studied! hahaha.

eh people. tag la. machiam ghosts lidat. read my blog but wanna stay anonymous. POOP. if you dont wanna tag. then dont read. SIMPLE! lol.. i get really PISSED when people who dont tag come discuss what ive blogged abt with me. it feels like im being stalked. so POOPSIE PIES, kindly tag. STH. not hi-s or bye-s. thank you very much.
oh btw, STOP PISSING ME OFF BIATCH! i aint no saint. i flare up very easily. stop stepping on my toes. im not the only one who's annoyed by you! so plsplspls, get a grip of yourself. dont blabble on and on, and still think that we're oh-so-interested. THANKYOU! if you still cant figure out who im talking abt, dont bother asking me, cuz i will simply shut you up. :D maybe you'll know one day when i finally flare up! so if you wanna know, continue stepping on my toes till the day i go jeebaboom! and malufy you in front of everybody else. =D

random

2006-05-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

whahaas. dont ask me what happened. i just wanted to show all of you my hair. it's darn neat today. the curls arent too aunty-ish. lol. but i think i look so-not-me inside this picture. look quite feminine hor?

HAHHAA. dont puke la. and i found more nice songs. heh heh heh. =D

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

heh. nice right? :p

underage

2006-05-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

just read cindy's blog.

and i realised i forgot to complain about watching Da Vinci Code.

the damn people wanted to check our ICs. -.-

he stopped dearest and me, and asked for our ICs. bzzz.

the most -.- thing is that, he looks like my age. and prolly younger than dearest.

DANG.

we didnt know to feel honoured or pissed.. ha.

random

2006-05-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

i realised i havent been uploading pictures. so today, i decided to upload some pictures i never uploaded here before. =D

clockwise fr left: sandy, me, eunice & peien. they're my lunch buddies.

sandy, peien and me. taken during acmb practical. our gloves are still on. =D

me & peien! taken on her birthday. i love her! =D

look at that monster's fist. SO HUGE!! on the left is my hand. on the right is Neo Wei Wei's. was studying with him and huiling when i realised his hand is uber huge. o.o"

ugly bobo! x: she's fierce. but she was darn nice to me on 4/7 class gathering cuz i was sick. starting to like her a teeny weeny bit. she's lying beside Neo Wei Wei.

NOW! FOR MY PHOTOS! hahaha.

peien kiap-ing my head! visual effect. =D im drinking ribena btw.

heh heh heh. i like ACMB lab. makes me look darn fair and healthy. LOL.

mugging! peien took this. we were at KAP. look at my hair. =D scorpion~

okie. that's all for today.

hmms, woke up at 8plus in the morning. bathed and prepared. left for dearest's house cuz i wanted to play with hannah. reached but he was still sleeping, and hannah's parents brought her out alr. >=(

wanted to study at first. but i read the newspaper and realised Kinokuniya's having a 20% sale today and tomorrow. told dearest & we decided to go to town. went to cineleisure. bought tickets to Over The Hedge. and went to pastamania to have lunch. >=( i cant eat the pasta there. i think it sucks. >=(

saw daihua. haha..

ate lunch and rot around.

watched Over The Hedge. it's so, so cute! =D =D =D love it. so touching too.

went to Kinokuniya and bought stuff. =D

dangdang. it's the Great Singapore Sales! im so so so so so tempted to go shopping. but i cant!
cuz im darn broke. if only every single friend of mine donate 5 bucks to me. then i can go get my Guess wallet & tees, a white skirt, Levis Jeans, Abercombie tees fr online shopping sites.. etc.!

i wanna get an iPod Nano too. it looks so appealing. so slim and small. hahaha. or maybe i should just go upgrade my memory card, since my phone's sound quality's not too bad.

I CANT WAIT FOR MY INTERNSHIP. attachment. whatever you call it.

i wanna go overseas attachment, but that means that i'll have no pay, and nothing is sponsored. >=(
soo.. let me go for local attachement with pay of at least 400 bucks, and near my house, and not much crap to do.

arh. im dreaming.

meeting dearest again tmr. =D

i'd rather

2006-05-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt
more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved
at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

CHORUS:
I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection
they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

REPEAT CHORUS

I can't blame you if you turn away from me,
like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

REPEAT CHORUS 2X

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

this song is so, so nice! =D ask me if you want the song. still looking for a website to upload my songs. lalalas.

englong's in a bad, bad mood! =(

brian teo - my new classmate - is a stalker! -jaw drops-

edwin is crazy. he loves to doodle on my book, somehow.

minghui is nice, he waves to us (dee,en,eunice&me) when he sees us.

noel is cutee.

shumei is giggly. erm. laugh-y. lol. her laughter is darn infectious.

bernice is cool. nvr talk much with her. lol.

charissa speaks darn fast! -jaw drops-

ermmm. who else huh?

joel is still alien-ish & ive got sth against him. >=( i dont know what. but i just.. dislike him. lol..

oh well. i love my class, nevertheless. (:

& i hope they love me too!

LOL. x:

improvement

2006-05-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

i think im starting to show a teeny weeny bit of improvement in my studies. last week, i topped the class for my Instrumentation practical worksheet. yea, no doubt i did ask around, but at least i bothered to phrase the answers in my own way. =D and today, i topped the class for Analytical Biochemistry practical quiz. ive got full marks! i studied on sunday with huiling & weiwei, and revised a lil while i was on the bus going to school.

why the sudden passion for studying?
cuz the common test is just 2 weeks away!! hahaha. & this time round, there's no study break. SUCKS. stupid ngee ann took away our one week break before exams, but gave us an extra week of holiday after the exams. LAME!

anw, i'll be really busy during my 2weeks holiday - fr 9june to 26june - cuz ive got loads of programmes planned! my common test ends on 9june. spending the weekend with dearest, as usual. going to the bird park on 12june. charissa "reserved" 2-3 days of my holidays - to catch up with her & rena. hahaha. oh. and how can i forget my moomoo huiling! we'll definitely be hanging out. =D RIGHT, LI HUI LING?

nobody's reading my blog anymore! poop.

anyway, i watched Da Vinci Code alr. im rather disappointed in the show, cuz alot of interesting parts were not in it. & somehow i hate it when people watch it before reading the book. some of them are also borrowing the book after watching the show.

like, HELLO! the Da Vinci Code is a must-read book! the suspense built-up & the way Dan Brown describes every scene so detailed-ly is amazing! (though i personally prefer Angels & Demons)

yeayea. you go watch the show, & know what's gonna happen. then Dan Brown wrote all the suspense FOR WHAT! poop.

so people, read the book first. cuz the show aint too fantastic either. the truth was revealed too soon in the show.! :(

anyway, Forday Wayne Lee was so, so, so funny yesterday! he was telling us to drink urine. & we were like, HUH?! then he said pee in a cup or sth, then dilute it with water. dip your third finger into it. & immediately put your index finger into your mouth. hoho. get the joke.

Choy Weng Keong also commented about XMenIII that a mutancy is not cool! a mutancy wont make you turn into XMen, but instead, mutancy means you've cancer. =D yeayea. he showed us the XMenIII trailer in class too. (though i watched it before alr)

funny peien has been saying many hilarious phrases. =D she was drawing happily for our CCTA lab report, when she said "my drawing so nice. i can be drawer alr.!"
yea right. drawer.
so i said to her "ok lor, you be drawer, i be wardrobe."

=D get the joke. she likes to add -er to whatever words she's using. funny girl =D oh btw, in case you're still wondering what's wrong with drawer. im telling you that an artist draws. a drawer stores. oo. that rhymes.

was supposed to go for volleyball training today, fr 6pm-9pm, but my toe died on me. i kicked my leg against a wall, and its bruised. and i suspect ive got in-grown nail. it hurts big time. =(

uhh. im off to study for my Ethidium Bromide test tomorrow.

fyi, Ethidium Bromide is a carcinogen. that's why we're having the test. the lecturer doesnt want us to get clumsy and have Ethidium Bromide all over our skin which causes mutancy & thus contracting cancer.. blahh.

collages

2006-05-19T09:51:00.000+08:00

studyin' at KAP with deedee & enns!

collage of moomoo and me!

stressed

2006-05-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

been really busy these few days. school's taking a toll on me.
didnt dine out on mothers' day, cuz mum didnt wanna go to crowded places. bought her & daddy a couple keychain. :D personalised with their names & sis' & my names. =D dearest & i have a pair too! heh.

gonna be in school for abt an hour or less tomorrow. to meet the principal of the child care centre to discuss the details of the bird park trip, hopefully everything goes well.

& the pjc teacher - patrick tong - is becoming famous (or infamous?) for his signing of contract with a student - Colin (real name is not used to protect his identity) - stating that he'll not be held responsible if the student fails his A levels. lol. ive went to his blog before, and i think Mr Tong is kinda.. odd. oh well, he may be concerned for the student, but i dont think that's the right thing to do la.

anyway, the name Colin happens to be the name of the NHSS schoolmate of mine, and he's in PJC too! haha. furthermore, he's in the same class as that guy, i think. he so suay! o.o" the NewPaper used his name as a substitute for that guy.

ehhh. & i heard from huiling that some SAJC students just spoilt the name of the school by being mean on a rugby match. fr what i know, the PJC group was cheering for their schoolmates, & SAJC's match is right after the PJC match, but PJC match hasnt ended. so obviously, the PJC group stayed on to cheer for their schoolmates. the SAJC group attempted to chase them away, and when the PJC group stood up to cheer (which is like damn normal on a match) these SAJC students apparently put their bags on the seats the PJC group were seating on.

zzz.

& they continued cheering even when the PJC group couldnt stand it & sort of argued with them. o.o"

oh welllll! this is a third person account. i dont know how true it is. but im seriously turned off by this kinda rowdy behaviour.

rarrhs.

oh. i still cant stand the understatement that JC students are cleverer than poly students. most of us, the poly students, alr know which path we wanna pursue in the future! i hate those JC students who think they are oh-so-great just cuz they're wearing school uniforms, which means their L1R5 is less than 20.

hell. we've the Singapore Polytechnic students pursuing the Diploma in Optometry, which requires a L1R4 of 8 (or was it 9?) some of those people who despise polytechnic students dont even have this kinda results la! zzz.

i got a L1R5 of 14. it isnt great, but at least its better than those JC people who despise polytechnic students (including me), & some of them had a L1R5 of more than 15 la. and just hengheng get into JC cuz their L1R5 is lesser than 20.

bull crap.

eh wait, please note that im only targetting those irresponsible JC students who despise polytechnic students. not anyone else! hahaha.

enough of that crap.

i just got a haircut. my hair is so, so, so, very thin now! =D cant tie ponytail alr, cuz its too thin and it looks odd. lolll. thinking of what to do with it when i go out. i hate the curls, so dry and frizzy. the top is so darn straight and smooth la. weirddd. so i might wanna go do sth to the bottom of my hair since im not gonna cut my hair short. dearest prefers me with long hair. rarrhs! so i went to layer it so that it wont be so warm in the afternoon.

okok. thats all for today. byebye

paint

2006-05-13T09:39:00.000+08:00

somebody splashed paint on my house's door, and wrote words all over the walls outside. dang

the previous owners of this flat owes them money, not us!! :(

just called the police. they're on their way here. rarrhs. TO HELL WITH THE LOANSHARKS & WHOMEVER IS TERRORISING MY LIFE! fcuk them!

WE DID NOTHING WRONG!!!

poseidon

2006-05-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

heyoss. im back. pictures, i decided to post them in a separate entry prolly on sunday.

anyway, was supposed to meet huiling today, to go down to queensway shopping centre. but we cancelled the trip last minute, cuz we were afraid that some shops wont be open for business, since its a public holiday.

oh well, so i decided to meet dearest only. went down to clementi to meet him. had kfc there. there was a pasar malam on the whole stretch of road at clementi central, made the whole place so hot and stuffy. eeks. worse of all, there was a smelly tofu stall!!!! IT WAS SO DAMN FCUKING STINKY! like drain smell. PUKKEEEE!! you could smell it within about 50m away la. prolly more than that. gosh! i pity those shops behind the stall! x: but some people loveeee smelly tofu, i dont know why, just like how angmohs dont understand why most (?) singaporeans like durians.

oh well, after eating kfc, we decided to head down to Jurong Point, but before that, we went to the AXS station to buy tickets for Poseidon.

went to JP, then walked around. oh ya, dear bought some educational books for lil hannah. her birthday's coming! :D

rotted till 5pm, then watched Poseidon. i like the show! haha. my heart pumped so fast when they showed scenes of explosion and stuff. was grabbing dearest's hands so tightly. lol.

ate dinner at mos. we shared a largeeee ice milk tea. and i bought a 5 piece nugget. :D

then he sent me to the bus berth, and he went to take train home. :D

OH! and there was a 50% sale at World Of Sports! dearest bought a kakhi coloured shirt for himself, and a nike jersey & a mizuno polo tee for me! i loveee him.
rarrhs! oh, wanted to send dearest's mummy to the airport this morning, cuz she wont be in spore on mothers' day itself. but she said dont have to, cuz hannah and dearest's aunties will be going, wont have enough seats in the car(s). she's going to thailand! i also wanna goooo!

and samuel kong is going to hongkong.! rarrhs!

OHHHH! and dearest & i met taiyuan at JP. he's working at a booth outside JP. selling Nightmare before (or was it after?) Christmas stuff, and hello kitty, i think. he's helping their taekwondo friend tend to the stall. and we saw one of the gays working at JP too. o.o

oh welllll. that's all for today!

ps: pommy's not feeling well, again! lao ren bing. :( she suddenly has no appetite, and started puking & diarrhoea-ing today. :( her tail's down. poor baby. mummy washed her pigu twice, cuz it was stained with her diarrhoea. :( she's so sad now. should i let her sleep in my room today, like she always does? but im afraid she'll poopoo in my room! :( cuz she did so before, and i was so traumatised. she shook her pigu and her poo flew onto my shirt.! & my face. RARRRH.
oh well, i still love her all the same.

no wonder people always say, love is blind! & unconditional! haha.

birdpark1

2006-05-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

birdpark trip was fun. most of all, it was free & sponsored by the bird park! thank you! :D checked the place out. planned the route for the kids to take on 16june. :D:D:D i love the owls! & the penguins! muaha.

i took loads of pictures there. (: will upload them soon, cuz im very tired alr. and dear's gonna call anytime soon, as usual. haha. :D

meeting huiling tomorrow, perhaps. (:

rarrhs. so bored.

bird park

2006-05-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

GOSH!

i dont have to go to school tomorrow, im having a super duper long weekend. :D

going to the bird park with my Events Management team mates to check out the place for the kids.

will update soon.

z

2006-05-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

im really exhausted.

rarrhs. and there was another accident, around the Assumption English School. -.-"

3 -- please tag using layman's terms, cuz i know nuts about cars.

im going to chill now. been so stressed up.

test on structures of 20 amino acids today.

i only got 8 right. -.- i spelled 3 wrongly. -.-

HELL! and my maplestory finally levelled up, lvl 46 now!
rarrrrhs.

I MISS MY BABY! :(
his eye is swollen. poor baby! :( :( :(

YAWNN!

2006-05-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

hellooo. im back. :D

saturday
went over to clementi to meet dear in the afternoon. took train to somerset. went to cineleisure to get tickets, using the vouchers his mummy gave him. :D ate lunch at kobayashi, we had ramen! :D but it wasnt very nice la. watched you're my sunshine. the show is alright la.. haha. x:
saw a mediacorp actress. lol. took 190 back to bukit panjang, then to m1 shop at plaza. queued for damn long! was a lil pissed.. cuz i was too tired. boo. but was okay in the end. haha. dearest got a new phone! :D like, finally la. he spent $468 on it, cuz his plan was "underage". lol.

ta-daaa! motorola v3x! the blue one. i so wanna get the pinkkkkk one. :D

hee hee.

sunday
supposed to meet huiling, weiwei & dearest to study at KAP today. but hl & weiwei pangseh us. so we decided to study at his house. ate dumpling noodles at clementi hawker centre first, then went back to his house. poor dearest's eye suddenly hurt, so he went to sleep. i was studying in his room, while he slept at his mum's room. walked down to the bus stop to take bus home at around 5pm.

i was so shocked to see an overturned blue carrrr! there was an accident. think it involved a cab and that car. that car was overturned la. diao lor.

can see the ambulance? at the top left of the photo.

see the car? beside a man. so many people stood around la. i think that man is a lil injured, he could stand with the attendants' support.

close-up of the overturned car. heard that that the driver is a teenager. o.o" i took this when my bus went past. haha

anwww! i did something dumb! hahaha. i took pictures of myself and stored them inside dearest's phone! whaha! he knows la. lol.

lala. i love him.!

bimbotic behaviour

2006-05-04T15:55:00.000+08:00

rarrh! im beginning to turn bimbotic!

x:

being sick for the past few days, meant that i was staying at home most of the time. which means ive been turning on my laptop every other day. you must be thinking "what's so interesting about the internet?!"

uh huh, i thought so too. so i began to bloghop! and i found so many aquaintances' blogs. :D thru these blogs, i found links. one particular link was to Les Dames, a forum for girls/ladies. it's really useful/helpful. it has information on food, makeup, and the Dames (members are known as Dames) even organise sprees. :D you can buy things from other Dames, or join in the spree! i was so tempted to get some stuff, but too bad, im broke, and i dont have a POSB/DBS bank account. im using UOB, by the way. oh, you can go to the forum by clicking the link on the left of my blog. :D it's under sites.

i found out on the cost/information of putting in braces, i even emailed the National Dental Centre asking for the cost and duration of waiting. lol. anw, im not gonna put on braces yet la, im still broke, you see..

oh, and i searched for part time jobs online. lol. but to no avail. cuz i can only work from 5pm everyday, and i cant really work on weekends ( i need to spend time with my dearest, and get ample rest for school. )

rarrhs. oh, and i created a gmail account, like finally. lol! anw, i dont really email la. just created it for fun, in case i need it to email official stuff to any organisations. :D my gmail account is qii.adel@gmail.com . know what, i dont really like to register stuff online, cuz it gets on my nerves. i need to rack my brains to think of an appropriate username cuz most of them requires username more than 6 letters. and ta-da, my name is Ng Yu Qi. it seems weird to include the surname, so yeap, i decided to include my english name instead, since im using it in polytechnic/after i left secondary school.

know why? cuz malays/angmohs/indians cant pronounce my name! Yu Qi. they always make my name sound so japanese. some of my friends even suggested that i changed my english name to Yuki. o.o" worse still, some pronouce it as Itchy. and i seriously hate that.

so yea. call me Adeline la.! make things easy for everybody also. hahaha. i might want to go register/whatever its called Adeline, and make my name Adeline Ng Yu Qi. muahaha.

what a lengthy entry! people, please tagggg! thank you very much! <3

ive got darn 4 hours break tomorrow. rarrhs! God bless me!

edited

2006-05-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

heh. i did some research. see the guy from the top row? the one in white jacket beside julian hee. he's casted as Yuqi.

his name is written as 贾玉其, while mine is 黄钰淇.

and in the previous entry, someone by the name jean commented that ive exactly the same name as her friend. o.o

what a smalll world.

anw, read abt the show here.

traumatised

2006-05-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

oh.

im traumatised. i thought the 9pm show looks nice, so i decided to watch it.

who knows, a male character in the show is called Yuqi.

anw, im Yu Qi. and i bet his chinese name is diff from mine too.

mine's 钰淇 so feminine la the 钰.

so, the Yuqi is different from this Yu Qi.

im a girl. he's a guy. rarrhs. i think he's quite adorable.

all Yuqis/Yu Qis are adorable! hoho..

and im still sick. :(

and traumatised. rarrhs. maybe i can call my baby boy, in future, Yuqi. lol. same name as the mum. cool ehs? haha.

dearest i love you. (:

very sick

2006-05-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

im sick.

i lost my voice, cant talk now. can sing ahdu's songs now. poop.

had fever yesterday when i was at hl's house.

will update again when im feeling better.

i dont wanna go school tmr with a voice like that! :(

upates

2006-04-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

oh yes, im still sick, but i feel obliged to blog for all you lovely readers. lol.

first week of lessons was okay la. but damn suay, sick on a long weekend. *#$(&@(**#&@ anw, ABC (analytical biochemistry) is officially condemned by me. cuz of the 20 amino acids, as well as the messy notes he types. furthermore, he doesnt print notes for us to buy at the Co-Op. -.-

practical's damn fun. did extraction of chromosomal DNA of E.Coli for ACMB. heh. and for CCTA, we've to culture cells. this module will be based on the mid-sem common test, end-sem exams, and our cells. we've to check on them everyday. hohoho. the people from module 2.1 are handling live mice already! (@$&!%$)*@&% i'll freak out seeing the mice. im okay with their faces & body, but i just cant stand their bloody long tails. -.-"

oh well, below is a picture of my ACMB lecturer. peien and i were too bored. :D

i had Events Management on thursday, was late on the first lesson. whaha. :D there's a cute guy in my class, his name is donn, i think.

sat beside this girl called Soh Hoon, im in the same group as her. when i first sat beside her, i was thinking that she looked familiar, but i didnt ask her anything la. until we got so bored and started chatting at the back of the class, she told me that i looked familiar! haha! we were so hyped up la. trying to recall where we met each other. lol. but couldnt find any obvious links, 'cept that boonheng is her primary schoolmate. but quite impossible that i knew her through him.

Events Management is damn cool, i tell you. we've a mentor, so he's just there for the sake of being there. LOL. each group is supposed to plan an event, and carry it out. we can charge people for it, we can affiliate ourselves with those taking Entrepreneur, or even companies outside school. :D my group decided to organise an educational outing for the kids at the Ngee Ann Childcare Centre. we damn steady lor. we went to talk to the Principal of the childcare centre right after we were dismissed. and she agreed! so we're gonna write a proposal, and plan the budget & stuff for her. bringing the kids to the Bird Park! wayyyy cooool!

went home at 12pm, and met shuling at around 3pm to return her 10bucks. borrowed a book at BPP library. waited till 5+pm when huiling was dismissed. met her and went to CCK to make my ez link. we had dinner at sakae too! dumbdumb weiwei didnt come. lol. we wanted him to sponsor us. x:

the sakae teaaa!

we had 50bucks in total, so yea, had to count properly before ordering. lol the bill came up to be only $31.65. lol. we ordered a teriyaki chicken don cuz the premium plate of fried chicken kept going past us, we were so tempted to eat chicken. lol

the serving at the CCK branch is small compared to the serving at the Heeren branch. stupid us ate only the chicken, and some onion. we ate very lil of the rice, cuz we were too full after eating 8 plates of sushi.

dang, we waste $7.90++ hahha.

the 8 plates of sushi.. see, no premium (red) plates! haha!

we got bored, and did this!

whaha, wasabi for the hair. rice grains for the eyes. onions for the nose, moustache and mouth. lol. sakae should make this their mascot or something.

ordered a mini choc chip ice-cream at the end of the meal. $2.30 only. haha.. we're so budget. >.<

so we spent $15 bucks each! :D that was what i brought that day, excluding the money for making the ezlink.

took many pictures, but huiling looked retarded in all of them. *#*)*#)%$&^(# so im left with this.

me! on thursday afternoon, before falling ill yesterday. :(

ending the entry with the beloved dogg! she was lying beside me while i was taking my nap on thursday, before meeting shuling & huiling. :D

long entry yea? to make it up for yesterday, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow.

im sick, but im still going for the 4/7 class gathering at huiling's house. going earlier with weiwei to slack at her house. (: hell, they're gonna bbq, while i will be eating porridge her maid is cooking for me. :(

and monday's labour day. first of may. the 20 monthsary! :D:D:D

anw, went to dearest's house today to print my tutorials, & lecture notes. :D nice him sent me home. :D:D:D hannah's so cute. :D:D:D

ciaos!

sick

2006-04-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

im sick.

dangdang.

1st day at school

2006-04-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

rarrhs! i wrote a longg entry yesterday, but blogger just had to die on me. fcuk. so yea, im here once again, to tell all of you abt my first day at school.

im taking 4 core modules and a Interdisciplinary Studies (IS) module this semester.

1) Analytical Biochemistry (ABC)

This subject introduces fundamental biochemical concepts and practices. The module includes three major sections, viz: protein chemistry, enzymology, and metabolism. Analytical techniques such as UV spectrophotometry, thin layer chromatography, dialysis, size exclusion chromatography and polyacrylamide electrophoresis are used to study enzyme kinetics, proteins and amino acids.

my ABC lecturer is a angmoh-cheena, Dr Forday Wayne Lee. i dont really like him. his notes are so.. -.- haha. 4 hours of lectures, 3 hours of practical and 1 hours of tutorial every odd week.

2) Cell Culture & Tissue Applications (CCTA)

This module introduces students to a detailed study of the techniques and applications of animal cell culture. Topics include preparation of media, cell viability checks, passaging of inherent cells, cryopreservation, cloning and mycoplasma assays. Tissue engineering and rapid prototyping are also taught.

CCTA is taught by Dr Gordon Lee. he's okay la.. hahaha.. we only have 1 hour of his lecture every week. no tutorials. 3 hours of practical, he says we've to check on the cell experiments everyday at the laboratory. -.-"""

3) Instrumentation

Students learn about the workings of various analytical instruments – gas liquid chromatography, high-performance and low-pressure liquid chromatography, mass spectrometry, and atomic absorption spectroscopy.

taught by Ms Ong Li Hui. my lecturer for Inorganic and Physical Chemistry last semester. one word to describe this module, BORING. rarrh! 3 hours of lectures weekly, and 3 hours of practical. no tutorials.

4) Advanced Cell & Molecular Biology (ACMB)

Students are introduced to prokaryotic and eukaryotic genetics at the molecular level. Topics include protein synthesis, regulation of gene expression in microorganisms, gene mutation, DNA repair mechanisms, and applications of gene manipulations in microorganisms. Also covered are generation and isolation of target DNA fragment, insertion of target DNA into vectors, transformation of E. coli competent cells, identification of recombinant clones, protein expression of target DNA, and the concept of how cells undergo apoptosis or become tumorous.

my lecturer for this module is Dr Choy Weng Keong. he's 30plus years old, less than 35. but he alr got a phD. damn. he must have spent the last 30 - 4 = 26 years of his life studying. kudos to him! haha. he's okay la.. but his lectures are a tad too boring. >.<" 3 hours of lectures, 3 hours of practical and an hour of tutorial every odd week.

5) IS
im taking events management this sem. hopefully all will be well this semester!

1st day of year 2, met sandy, peien, eunice and jinjie for lunch at KAP and we went to school together. (:

anw, dearest & i met huiling to study at KAP on sunday. haha. quite a fruitful trip, i must say. took some photos.

i was darn tired.. haha. stupid smile. o.o"

sandy, peien & me during ACMB lecture. :D

close up. sandy's face kena cut! :D

enns traced the baby taz on my foolscap cover. :D

pooppp. i was so tired after 6 hours of practical and 1 hour of lecture today. came home at 5pm and collapse on the bed. slept till 8pm. dearest just reached home then, he had a meeting with big shots again, i think..

meeting my 4/7 classmates on sunday for a class bbq. :D its been so long since we met up. in fact, our class is so not-united.. haha.. quite sad actually, esp when it was the last 2 years of our secondary school lives. not much fond memories. but yea, at least we've grown up now. the past grudges cant be held on forever, can they? i can forgive, but i cant forget. esp those nasty things that happened within a clique i thought was worth being in. but hell, it's over. haha. having the bbq at huiling's condo. :D hl & i thinking of having a stayover, just me and her la, duh.

but that means that his brother has to surrender his room to us, while he sleeps at her room with their grandma. hahaha. x: oh well, im considering la. cuz next monday, is the First of May, which is dearest & my monthsary! weeees! :D:D:D i loveee himmm.

dang! i just remembered sth, ABC lecturer, Dr Forday Wayne Lee, said we've to memorise the STRUCTURES of 20 amino acids, as well as memorise which category they belong to! :( this sucks!

gayblog

2006-04-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

went out with my dearest today! :D went up to his house for a while, lil hannah was so happy to see me. whahaha. x:

went to cineleisure and bought tickets to The Wild. had lunch at kobayashi. the show was at 5.30pm, so it was still early. went to kinokuniya to hunt for books. :D i didnt find any i liked, but dearest did, he bought an entire series of comics. o.o" he spent abt 50bucks on comics today. :O

went to the library@orchard. :D looked for books. i borrowed a book by William Bernhardt - Criminal Intent. i love, love, LOVE, LOVEEEE (okay, i think you get the idea) suspense stories. esp those related to religion and stuff.

the book --
"Defending radical priest Father Daniel Beale, the prime suspect in the brutal murder of a female parishioner, is the most difficult case of Ben Kincaid's career. Even as Father Beale struggles to escape the shadow of suspicion, another woman is savagely slaughtered. And this time, Ben himself discovers Beale literally red-handed... with the blood of the victim. In his heart and in his guy, Ben knows Father Beale is innocent. But proving it means taking a leap of faith that will plunge Ben into the whirlpool of dark secrets and darngerous intentions that surround St. Benedict's. And ultimately, it will force the idealistic attorney to confront the chilling face of evil in the most unexpected of places..."

im halfway thru the book. :D read it @ the library till around 4pm. im addicted to it. WIllaim Bernhardt writes damn well la. anw. there's another book called "Practice Run" by.. i forgot who. it's really nice too. its about a game which programmes kids to kill religious leaders, then commit suicide themselves. haha. sick, i know. but the suspense and everything is really, darn cool la.

haha.. anyway, i remember in one of my Interdisciplinary Class in Year One Semester One, each of us had to give a speech on a topic. and i chose the topic homosexuality.

uhh. apparently, i found out that some of my friends turned "crooked". alright, im not against them or what, but yea.. i still have some reservations against homosexuality. basically, i was bloghopping, as usual, and i found my NP FOC'o5 campmate's blog. and then, i hopped again, and i found a gay couple's blog. and they are so-not-discreet inside their blogs. yes, i know that's love to them, but it's not to those anti-homosexuals. boo.

ermms. i shall not link them, lest they kena bombarded with meaningless comments. just leave them alone kae? (: im okok (50% here, 50% there) with homosexuality la.. anw, their blog links to another gay couple's blog. and yea! i agree with what this couple says,

"CASE STUDY 1 : (example)

if you think that "man should ONLY "love" female"-i my view,
thats a very shallow way of thinking. in other words, it jus simply means
"cock should only be match to a pussy.."

you only think about SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX.
never open up and feel what is love. true love.

then why not school teachers jus simply teach
their student that "man should only fuck a female's pussy.."
aint that also consider as BAD MORAL VALUES?

think again.

CASE STUDY 2 : (example)

WOMAN are used to be a lower class compared to man.
some old religion and our old tradition proves it too.

often old traditional says that
-woman must stay at home and look
after the house, they cannot work in the
"exposed" world.
-woman should follow what their husband
says, and not able to have any objection.
- etc.. and manymore.

but
why woman nowdays want to have equal rights?
why woman (a role used to be of a lower caste) now
want to fight and be as powerful as man?

if woman can fight for their rights
and break the thinking of the old tradition
and old minds..

why cant we gays do the same..?"

hmm.. fight for your own beliefs people! haha. homosexuality is a very sensitive topic, so yea.. hahahha. i also dont know what to say alr.

anw! went to TCC with dear after leaving library. i met my cousin outside the library anyway. haha. he's so silly, he was like "horhor, i tell your mummy." i was like, duh. my parents met him before alr. and his family met me before la. ordered Passion Dream, Orea Mocha Frappe and Golden Jubilee at TCC. ohh. ordered guanaja too! sorry, no pictures today! cuz i was too busy reading my book, dear was reading his comics.

about The Wild. its really cuteeee. i like the lion cub! :D:D:D and the squirrel & giraffe pak-toh-ing.! thats like, so cute la! see! can accept squirrel & giraffe pak toh, cannot accept homosexuals. bibibabibu.

lol. im crazy alr la.

i better log off before i say anything offensive, maybe i alr did. ahh. whatever. haha.

im on the phone with him right now.! :D

tada

2006-04-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

rarrhs! huiling told me that she always laugh after reading my entries.

WHY?!

very funny meh?

and jin says my entries are getting more interesting.

last time very sian one ah?

alot of weird people have been adding me on friendster. o.o

esp xiao didis.

WHY?!

dangdang.

anw, there's this guy from PJC. elson, nelson. whatever his name is. apparently, he has a fanclub. and this fanclub has a friendster account. and they added me.

LIKE WTH?! i dont even know that elson/nelson! neither have i heard his songs before. are they that desperate for fans? o.o" no offence ya, but i feel darn weird to have fanclubs adding me. shouldnt it be me adding them on friendster?

rarrrhs. nobody tags me. 'cept jin! haha. she's so free. :p or maybe she loves me too much. whahas. JUST KIDDING, jin!

i go watch teebee liao. byebye.

tag more okay. :D

ps: meeting my dearest tomorrow! :D:D:D

dearest's bday celebration

2006-04-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

edited 20apr 3.01pm; HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YANYI! :D hope you'll be happy always! and may all your wishes come true! say goodbye to troubles! smileee! :D:D:D dang! new semester, means have to pay school fees again. rarrhs! $1,140.30 for like, 6 semesters? dangggg! i must go join a cca and use the school facilities! GRRR! one thousand bucks leh. that's like, more than what my mum earns every month. of course, my dad works, but its still alot la. im not well-off. hell. paying a thousand bucks every semester. i gotta study hard! rarrrhs! /edited 20apr 3.06pm

hellooo!

whahas. im so tired la. left house at 4.30pm. took 184 to clementi, wasnt feeling very well. haha. told dearest and he told me not to go to pasir ris, instead, wait for him at clementi. but yea, i still went anyway. reached pasir ris at abt 6pm.

anw, linggs msged me a very scary msg. and she off-ed all her phones. basket. >_<" erms, i went to Ya Kun first, to eat kaya toast and iced milo. haha.. cuz i didnt have lunch, was feeling dizzy. waited till abt 6.30pm when dearest finally reached the mrt station. :D:D:D took train back to clementi. :D:D:D his mum called to ask him if he wants to go out and eat. haha. he said no. but i kept telling him i wanna eat good food. xP his mum told him to get me to go up his hse. whahas. :D went to his house. lil hannah was so excited to see me. :D:D kept playing with her while dearest bathed. after that, dearest's mummy, lil hannah's mummy, lil hannah, dearest and i went to pizza hut. :D lil hannah was so cute. she kept teasing dearest even though she's only 2 years old. when we ask her how old is korkor, she kept saying "2months old!" hahahaha. made us laughed so hard la. my dearest is 2 mth old! whahass!

carried lil hannah home after dinner. met their neighbour in the lift. dearest's mummy introduced us to the neighbour. she pointed at dearest and said "that's my son" then she pointed and me and said "that's his girlfriend." MAN. hahahahhaah. i was so happy la. heh heh. i dont know why la. but it thrills me to be recognised as dearest's girlfriend. haha.

then, there was ice-cream cake from swensens! :D neapolitan ice-cream cake, i think. took photos! :D

ate, ate and ate. then went to his room, and gave him his birthday card. :D:D:D hannah came in, then her mummy came in too, tell her dont play gooseberry. diao~!!

then he sent me down to the bus stop, cuz it was arnd 9.30pm alr. :D he couldnt send me home, cuz he has to work today. im considerate ok. lol..

thankyou huiling for wishing him happy birthday! haha.

time for some photos!

i took this at home. eeyore and our rings! :D his ring is with him cuz i help him to polish. that evilpoke's ring was so rusty. -.-"

ice-cream cake! :D:D

boyfriend with lil hannah, his gonggong, and his mummy! the cup has dry ice in it. haha. lil hannah was so amazed. lol.

twenty! oldpoke. :p but i still love him!

my boy and lil hannah! she thought it was her birthday. haha. cute lil girl!

ta-da! dearest! :D:D:D

:D:D:D
im off to buy lunch! tata!

pasir ris here i come

2006-04-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

poop!

it's Ang Eng Long's 20th birthday!

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Dearesttt,
Happy Birthday to You!!

:D:D:D

was on the phone with him last night till 11.30pm. till he decided that he was too tired. haha. i stayed up anyway, and called him when it was 12am. :D he sounded like a zombie. gees.

woke up at 6+am today, cuz i had a stomachache. >=( dearest was surprised that i msged him so early in the morning. poke.

slept, and woke up again at 9am. :D:D:D

gonna go prepare at around 3pm, then go down to Bukit Panjang Plaza to have my late lunch, alone. then take train allllll the way to pasir ris.

bukit panjang lrt --> choa chu kang mrt --> jurong east mrt --> pasir ris mrt

gosh. must change so many times. >_<"

or should i take bus to town? then change to train?

hmmms!

i'll think abt it ya. hahaha. dinner with his family (prolly.)

:D:D:D

rainy day

2006-04-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

boo. its been raining so much. staring right outside, the raindrops fall non-stop, the view is blurred, the rain howls, the sky is all gloomy.

people holding umbrellas, trying their best to fight the wind, and the rain. but victory seems impossible to achieve.

God roared, lightning strike.

my heart sank. my life seems so direction-less, if there's such a word. for two semesters, ive been getting 2.4 for my GPA, and that sucks. how am i going to get into university with this kinda shit results.

im gonna try my best to get at least 2 As next semester. dont put me down, even before i try. shut up if you think i cant make it, cuz im gonna prove you wrong. the NP web featured a Biomedical Science senior who went straight to medical school. that's oh-so-rare la. in fact, it's almost impossible to go straight to medical school. cuz for us, we've to pursue another 2/3 years to get of Biotechnology/Biomedical Science Degree before we can go onto medical school.

hell.

listening to Daniel Powter's Bad Day just make me feel worse.

gosh. i sound so pessimistic. stab me.

lunch today was fried rice with a sunny side-up & hotdogs. dinner's gonna be mee rebus mummy brought home from the school. nutrition-less food. -shakes head- in case you were wondering, i cooked lunch myself. yes, bloody hell, i cook okay.

rarrhs. it's dearest's birthday tomorrow. (: wishin' him an advanced happy birthday here! i doubt he will see this though. haha.. yea, gonna countdown with him, i cant go over to his house later, parents are strict. so we gotta do it thru the phone. :( but im going over to his house tomorrow. gonna fetch him from work. erm, fyi, he works far far away at pasir ris, it'll take me 2 damned hours to travel there. haha. but im doing it all for him! :D it's his birthday ma. am prolly bringing him some herbal tea too, since he hasnt recovered. whahas. gonna force it down his throat, like how he did to me when i was sick! >_<

i love him loads. :D ah, i know you are sick of hearing this, but i just gotta say it again la.

ciaos. im gonna watch my teevee alr. (:

reply to tags :
anita ; yup, adriano's cute. especially when he sang Alex's song.
gim ; ive been doing nothing at home. enjoy? zz..
yanns ; i havent been hearin from you. how's stuff over ur side?
6T ; yeap. its in the links. haha.. and in one of my previous entries.
linggs ; its adriano la.

edit

2006-04-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

ive got difficulties editing my previous post. but yea, just wanted to say that i saw ADRIANO yesterday too! :D:D:D

dearest was a lil jealous, he was pouting while i called huiling and told her that i saw adriano. whahas. he told me to go after adriano and take picture with him. :p

silly poke!

:D

rotted at home today. sch's reopening in a week's time. :D new class, new modules, new lecturers ('cept for one).

dearest's having a meeting with some big shot. he hates doing so. i think cuz big shots are much older (hello? my boyfriend is only 20 years old la) and they look fierce! whahas. poor him! waiting for his sms now. :D:D:D

mummy's cooking salmon today! weee! i love the salmon mummy cooks :D:D:D

2006-04-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

edited: i forgot to add that i saw ADRIANO after alighting fr the bus! :D dearest was jealous, he pouted. whahas. so cute. <3 i love my dearest best!

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heyos! had an advanced birthday celebration for dearest yesterday. :D met him at clementi mrt at around 2pm. silly poke wanted to eat fastfood cuz he was wearing long sleeves top. so we went to KFC. both of us had the shrooms burger meal.

walked to the bus stop after lunch and took 106 to town. :D wanted to go to Borders at first, but we decided to go to Plaza Singapura straight cuz it was quite late alr. went to Comics Connection and he bought some comics. went to collect our tickets for Eight Below, then we went down to Times to read books. watched the show at 4.10pm.

Eight Below is such a touching show. the plot is so-so, but the scenes of the dogs touched my heart so deeply. it felt as though it was pommy and i. i can understand the pain of that male character.! if pommy was lost somewhere, somehow, i'll be crying so hard! :( the Northen Lights were breathtaking. gosh, i cried so many times during the show. dearest was teasing me la. >_<" took train to city hall. wanted to give him a surprise by getting the dark choc drink at Godiva, but he was still sick. haha. so NO WAY WILL I ALLOW HIM TO DRINK IT! :D walked to marina sq. wanted to bring him to Waraku Restaurant, recommended by Cindy, cuz he had the cravings for ramen. but it was quite a distance away, so we decided to settle for Azabu Sabo. we were attracted by the display of desserts! :D lovely food. waited quite a while before we got the seats, right at a corner. we ordered food first - sabo ramen for him, and crab omelette udon for me. :D took a photo before the food came.

wahh! so suave right? :p I WAS WEARING RED! he was wearing red too. :p i dont know why it looks as though i was wearing pink.

the matcha tea! i love the tea. :D

the squarish thingy is the feedback form. so cute, right?

*meltss* HE'S MINE!! :p

i took this myself, and dearest was looking at me. bleahs.

and he took this for me. <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7355/389/1600/el&tea.jpg">

woots. the boyfriend drinking fr the teacup.

ta-da! here comes the food! the miso soup of the ramen smelt so nice la! i was complaining that i ordered the wrong food, cuz my soup didnt smell as nice.

and this is my crab omelette udon. i didnt regret ordering this! the udon was so Q~! hahaha. dearest's ramen was darn tasty too. he was complaining of the limited variety of ramen, but it turned out to be so good! the best so far, that we've ever tasted.

dearest told me to take out my ring, and he took out his. and ta-da!

attempting a different angle. yea baby, i edited this picture, cuz in the original picture, it was difficult to see the rings.

we finished our ramen and udon. and decided to order dessert, since Azabu Sabo is famous for their great variety of desserts. i was uber attracted to the Soft Icecream with Mango & Milk. :D

divine pleasure! <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7355/389/1600/mango2.jpg">

look at HUGE mango cubes. lol.

this dessert consists of layers of joy! the first is the soft icecream. oos. i love the icecream. after finishing the icecream, you get to the ice. and there's milk under the ice. :D not forgetting the huge mango cubes! :D:D:D

look at his face. <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7355/389/1600/eatmango1.jpg">

whaha. big mouth!

yummms!

he forced me to take this picture! cuz i was laughing at his picture - the one with him and the mango.

tada! we finished our food, and left. :D tipped them too. haha. we're going there again! :D:D:D the meal costs us about 30bucks? he paid la, cuz his girlfriend has no income. :(

last picture for the day! then he sent me to the bus stop at suntec city. (: told him to go home first, i can go home on my own, cuz he was still sick, and was a lil bit seh. no worries people! he's safe under my care. :p

yeaa. went home and bathed. we talked on the phone, as usual. (: decided to meet huiling today at KAP to study.

today
woke up and huiling called me, told me that she's going to watch Eight Below with her cousin, so she'll be late, and might not make it. i told dearest. decided not to meet her this week. went over to clementi. wanted to study below his block at first, but he told me to go up and have lunch. studied at his place. (: not very fruitful, cuz that silly poke fell asleep after eating his medicine. i was reading my biology textbook. :D im hardworking kae. woke him up after a few hours. by then, most of his relatives were at his place already. he sent me down to the bus stop and went home to continue sleeping. :D

anyway! dearest gave me mini grapes! they are really tiny la! i love them! :D:D:D

anyway, i was just holding onto the bowl of grapes and sitting at a corner of his room enjoying them. i didnt realise he was looking at me all the time, till he laughed. >_<" poop you! he took my phone and wanted to take my picture. BLEAHS. MEAN POKE.

but i love him loads! (: and he love me loads too! whahhahas. x: that sounds so bhb, but its true, ok!

lalas. im planning more surprises for him. sheesh. :p

funny menus

2006-04-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i realised that posting pictures attract more tags on my haloscan. :D so i shall post more pictures in my entries.

anyway, i just had a good laugh. i was, laughing so loudly, my neighbours must have thought im insane. LOL~ read on to find out what made me laugh hysterically. loll.

i was bloghopping, and read mr brown's blog. and then, i decided to click on the links here and here.

both blogs show pictures of menus in China, if im not wrong. i saved some, and they are right below.

now, teach me how to fcuk the salt. -.-"

okay, as you guys know 干炒牛河 is actually Beef Horfun. but they translated it to Fuck to Fry the Cow River. -.-" why must one fuck to eat a plate of beef horfun? hoho. anyway, i think the 河isnt even the right he. not so sure about that anyway.

Carbon burns black bowel? BOWEL? god, no thanks.

now, what the heck is Fresh Fruit Sand?!!

oh for Christ's sake. i cant stop laughing at all the translations. GOSH! horrible. i wonder who translated all these!!

uhh. read more at the links above kae? :D:D:D

anyway! rena, its Pommy. not pompy. -.-"""

OOOO! look! she's licking her nose! and staring at her biscuit! hahaha. cute lil thing.

hahaha. she realised i was sitting beside her, so she looked up at me. oh! did i ever mention that pommy always eats on a cloth. she'll put a mouthful of food from her plate inside her mouth, then she'll walk to her cloth and sit down. then she will savour her food. lol. :D if the cloth isnt there, she'll walk all the way to my room and sit on my bed to eat. -.-"

:D i absolutely adore this lil dog here! dont you?

how to spend a lonely afternoon

2006-04-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

many people have been asking me this "what ~~the hell~~ have you been doing during the holidays?" and then i'll reply the honest truth "slacking."

then they'll go. "OHHH. THAT'S SO GOOD LA! i wished the holidays were here!"

and i'll start to think to myself. "wait till you have a taste of my life now."

the first month of the holiday, was all about sleeping, watching tv and mapling.
now, ive got better things to do. i decided to revamp my room. and so, i rearranged the furniture yesterday. besides rearranging the furniture in my room yesterday, i even swept & mopped the floor, washed the kitchen's floor and cleaned up my room. and now, my room is so darn clean compared to the day before yesterday. :D

okay. on a boring, lonely, hot afternoon, what can i do? usually, dearest and i will be exchanging smses. but today, he's sick, and resting at home. he dont have to go to work (NS) cuz he has a MC. so, yuqi is a friggin' lonely soul today.

and so, i ended up admiring my room. o.o"

see the circled thingy? that was a necklace from samuel kong. my first ever present from him after knowing him for 5 friggin' years? hahah. ive never worn it. cuz its too heavy for my neck to handle. anw, there's a pair of matching earrings - but they're not in the picture. oh, that's the shelf of clothes btw. i swear i tidied it. yea. LOL.

take #1 the labcoat looks unkempt.

take #2. ahh. that's the labcoat of a future biotechnician. :D lol. and the two eeyores on the top rack? from englong. the Mos Coke Bears? from englong too! the lil pink pig, ashley? also from dearest! hahaha. the blue cushion was from ~~6677~~ . anw, my books related to my modules are on the second rack. third rack has a box full of stuff from dearest. x:

this is my table. that's the lappie! and another eeyore! from dearest, too! :D on the right is a stack of notes, accumulated in year1. haha. there's also a golden swan with crystals display thingy from swarvoski, from my ex.

that's the wall on the side of my bed. pictures of dearest and me. neoprint of shuling, wanyi, jiayu and me. the macdonald thingy was from dearest. the mini bottle with folded stars on the left was from shell at the end of sec2. :D there's a heart folded using straws from macdonalds from dearest. and a disposable pipette. a rose from the OCS commissioning ball. a picture of huiling and me! and a pufferfish picture charissa and i koped from a drawing book in JE popular. LOL. i still remember that. x:

the wall on the side of my table. class pictures in primary 2 and 3. pictures of me and my then best friends when i was pri1, celebrating one of their birthdays. a picture of me at the end of K2. and a picture of me in sec1. as well as, the band SYF 2003 picture. :D

i dug out my photo album. and walked down memory lane..

pictures of me in the photo album.

dreamz! pictures of the four of us - charissa, wenbing, me and michelle. (: i miss them alot. esp shell and bing. i havent seen them since we graduated from nh la, except during times i visit nh.

i wrote our names on this magazine cutting. sorry, the c for chari's name disappeared. lol. i didnt take the picture properly. x:

band! haha. this was during the period of SYF! haha. fcukin' ugly la.

i had some concerns posting this up (cuz of nonsense people who will start sprouting rubbish). but hell, they were once a part of my life. none of us expected this ending (or did we?) hell, the days together were indeed fun, nobody can deny that. now that we know what each of us is like, parting may the best solution afterall. our lives no longer intertwine. nono. im not feeling sad about it. in fact, i feel glad, that ive let go of this burden. what for stay as friends when all you do is backstab each other? hell, i still have dumbdumb huiling with me anw! hahaha. and that's a bloody good thing! :D

o3. o4. and part of o5. haha. friends forever? nar. what a lie. friends. for only a short period of time, in my life. but yea, these have all become part of my memory. afterall, we're really different. and ive got true friends who cherish and love me for who i am. and most importantly, we trust each other.

on a hot afternoon, a bottle of peach tea, and my laptop makes me happy!

oh, and of course, my lil companion!

i took all the above pictures today. (:

yea, that was how i spent my afternoon. right now, im going to catch my show on SCV. (:

rena: hell! pretty, too? im not pretty. neither is my sis! lol.
chunjin: uhhh. she looks like my mum. and i look like my dad. my character's like my mum's. and her character is like my dad's. genes. -shakes head- and yea, if she looks like mum, and i look like dad, and dad & mum looks completely different, how can we possibly look alike?! lol.

eight below

2006-04-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

the must watch show for 2006.

eight below - inspired a true story.

i saw the trailer when i watched Yours, Mine and Ours with huiling. i swear i almost cried. this show. is UBER TOUCHING. <3

watch it watch it.!

im watching it this weekend. (: with dearest.

the official website is here!

WATCH IT OKAY? haha. it opens on 13th apr. but the sneak preview is screening alr.

lil sis

2006-04-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

the one who appeared when i was five.
the one who was oh-so-fat when she was a lil girl.
the one who was uber adorable.
the one whom every single adult loved.
the one whom got pinched by whoever saw her.
the one who went to kindergarten the first time, and cried. (cant really remember)
the one who made mum & i bring her to the playground every single day.
the one who forced me to give her one of the baby hamsters when i took home two.
the one whose baby hamster died in the end, and cried so hard.
the one whom forced mum to bury the hamster below the block. (-.-")
the one who forced me to surrender the other baby hamster to her, calling it hers.
the one who drowned the hamster accidentally, and made me so pissed.
the one whom slacked so much before the PSLE, ending up with an aggregrate of 226 cuz she didnt study at all. (can you imagine what will happen if she studied? -.-")
the one whom ended up in west spring secondary school.
the one getting into the best secondary one class.
the one who grew up to be such a tyrant, wanting everything her way.
the one whom i hate so much, especially when she disrespects me.

still,
she's the one i love most.

and that's my sister, by the way.

(nownow, lil sis, dont you feel guilty after reading this entry? time to show me some respect! haha.)

touching story.

2006-04-10T13:43:00.000+08:00

有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的
女
孩,他每
天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,

漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無
聊乏味
的時候,

年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女
孩開
心.

女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自
己已經
有很要好的男友.

有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,

年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女
孩能接
受他,

不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,
她和他
是不可能的,

因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後
默然的
點點頭,

他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?

善良的女孩不忍心....

於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,

除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.

原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的
感情 ,

她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之
後才有
100個,

而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃
娃吧

這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,

年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得
冷淡,

他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女
孩依然
愛理不理.

因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷
越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,

於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中
了,

有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋
友借錢
繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.

L論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個
娃娃,

只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,

為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭
微笑的
對女孩點點頭.

好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的
樣子,

女孩都想要衝出去對他說,

我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到
100個娃
娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於
心不忍,
她只能不斷猶豫.

就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷
的累積,
而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,

則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是
哪一天,
女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她
過18歲
的生日,

與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的
來到便
利商店,

不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩
說,

可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,

可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生
氣的當
場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個
娃娃回
去,

在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了
一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女
孩雖然
覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中
的大石
頭.

可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,

因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背
影,

好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現
到,

原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給
她的負
擔.

只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡
陪她聊
天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,

似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.

所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,

那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?

可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人
使用的
娃娃機.

有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和
年輕人
一起來的朋友,

她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋
友則是
一臉黯然,

他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,

當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾
的是

一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動
也不動
的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住
生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱
瘓,

年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男
友大吵
一架的那天,

希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積
有98個
了,

然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術
不幸失
敗變成植物人,

年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人
在手術
之前寫好的:

其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,

妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是
故意要
造成妳的困擾,

而是希望在我有限的時間裡,

證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,

這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,

那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許
我的努
力還不夠吧,

沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法
承受的
真心,

眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...

隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,

她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,

這時已經變成植物人的他,

眼睛流下了淚水...
請你把這個故事﹐也就是在你看到的24小時
候轉發
給你的朋友﹐你會發現1314520秒﹐生活起了
變化。
這不是迷信。

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my best friend post this on friendster bulletin. i read it and felt this tinge of sadness within me, ive no idea why. something like that happened to me before. except that the guy didnt have any terminal illness la. sometimes, fate plays a fool outta people. its hard to determine what's love. like how difficult it is to determine what's beauty. every single one of us has different perspective. no matter how similiar we are, there will still be this tiny bit of difference among us. that's what make each one of us so unique. so what if you loved this guy/girl alot and he/she left you? everything in this world is meant to be. ultimately, you'll find someone who will accompany you through the end of your life. it may not be the prince charming nor the love of your life. but this special person will be someone you can trust, someone you can depend on, someone you love, and most importantly, someone who loves you for who you are. someone who appreciates how different you are from the rest of the human population. someone who loves you unconditionally.

no matter how much you suck in some people's eyes, always remember that there are still people who love you for who you are. never give up.

dearest told me this before "in your life, you'll meet 3 different kinds of people. 1 is the person who loves you the most. 1 is the person you love the most. and the last, is the 1 whom you love, and he/she loves you as much. its also the 3rd kind of person who stays with you the longest."

i think thats damn true la.. haha. how about you?

oh. the above is such a random entry.. >_<

dododo

2006-04-09T11:29:00.000+08:00

met dear at clementi mrt yesterday. :D went to macdonalds and had lunch. i had the $2 double cheeseburger! :D yumms~ took train to JE. went to buy tics first.

walked to IMM. went to Daiso and bought a new comb for pommy! bought sweets, jelly and a drink too. :D hmms.. walked around~ shopped at Giant too. dearest bought chocolates. haha.

took shuttle bus backed to JE. then watched the show.

Tristan and Isolde is not too bad. (: the love b/w them is so strong. haha. i was so touched at the end of the show, when Isolde said to Tristan before he died "I love you Tristan. Wherever you go, whatever you see, I'll always be with you." AWW. and the uber angmoh-fied poem thingy they read to each other. sob.

ate duck rice for dinner! :D then home~~

dearest coming over to bukit panjang in an hour's time. :D:D:D we're having lunch, then taking bus to CWP. rarrhs. hl's doing her CIP now. lalalals.

ROT ROT ROT.
im so bored >_<

POMMY ISNT EATING. :( she puked a few times last night. and she looks so sad now. poor baby!

BORED

2006-04-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

going over to clementi to meet dear at one.

gonna prepare soon.

POOP. im so bored. >_<" watching Tristan and Isolde at JE. going over to IMM cuz there's a storewide sale, wanna see if we can get anything. eating my fave duck rice. <3

rarrhs. SO BORED LA! going over to CWP library tomorrow to look for hl. :D dear & her gonna study. me? look at them study / read books / use lappie.

hahaha. no choice, my hols havent ended, got nothing to study now. x:

dang. my router's down btw. means i cant use my laptop to come online. SOB. using the desktop now. the mouse's dying on me. keyboard too. need to go buy batteries later. thats why i hate using wireless keyboard/mouse. -.-""

dangdang. gonna prepare. if not i'll be late. whaha. byebye. TAG la people

boo

2006-04-07T18:39:00.000+08:00

im waiting for sis to come home from school with my dinner.

uber bored. -.-"

and hungry.

meeting dearest tomorrow. (:

copycats

2006-04-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

there is this particular species of Human Beings whom i absolutely detest. i hate their inability to take effort to look for their own sources, and i despise them for not giving credit to wherever they got their sources from.

COPYCATS. urgh. i wringed at the thought of these pathetic Human Species. they totally turn me off.

yes, no doubt, i do look into other people's works, analyse and come up with my own. no doubt i copied my homework during the secondary school days. but i take the courtesy to thank / credit whomever i copied / whatever i took as a reference.

but there's this particular person, Jian Xiang, you can find him here. one faithful day, i decided to surf friendster, looking for friends / updating myself on my friends. i chanced upon his page, and decided to click on his girlfriend's link. okay, i admit, i wanted to see who was the girl, and why did she landed up in his hands, cuz yea, he's a jerk. im sorry, but i see him in that way.

apparently, this particular guy wrote a testimonial for his girlfriend. i read it, and i found it so familiar.

the above is a screenshot i took. i realised that it was the same lyrics i used in my own friendster profile, so i checked my own profile.

okay, now, compare the two. EVERY SINGLE WORD IS THE SAME. most of you must have realised that i like to type in small letters, but i missed out one letter. the I i bolded in my profile. it turned out that this particular I is also in caps in the testimonial.

by then, i was FUMING. i was cursing and swearing. say im petty, i dont care. i simply hate it when people rip things off my site, without asking for permission / not giving me the credit.

yea, though the above are lyrics, i edited them, so that the words are in full, i edited them, so that every single letter is small. ( but i missed out the I ) i took the effort to look for lyrics, to convey my thoughts, to my friends, to my dearest. and this fcukin' jerk conveniently ripped everything off my site, and converted it into a testimonial for his love. -.- no big deal? not to me.

i wrote a testimonial to him. reprimanding him, in a sarcastic tone. and i told him to accept the testimonial. apparently, he didnt. SO, IM HERE! TO VENT MY ANGER! FCUK FCUK FCUK!

this is not the first time my stuff has been copied. ive got people trying to copy my style of speaking / writing, though im no big deal ( i admit ). SO! IF IM NO BIG DEAL, WHY COPY ME?!!!

oh well, enough of that..

on a lighter note, i met dearest yesterday, finally! his boss allowed him to leave early again. haha. cuz there was nothing much to do in camp. i met him at around 5pm at Bukit Panjang Plaza. walked around first, then went to mos burger to have dinner. talked alot. he was telling me that many older men didnt believe that he was an officer, cuz he's only 20 years old. haha.. and he took reservists, who are above the age of thirty years old, for their IPPT. and they tried to convince him to fail them, just cuz they didnt want to run 2.4km. horrible. haha. and his fellow colleagues, also young officers, even met their neighbours or people they know while taking their IPPT. weird.

oh, and i met garret and keng yeow. it has been a long time since i last saw them. but yea, it doesnt matter much, cuz in the first place, im not too close to them.

im currently addicted to the Hong Kong serials showing on Starhub Cable Vision channel 55 at 8pm and 9pm. the 8pm show is a show called 我的师傅是黄飞鸿 and the 9pm show is called 心花放. I LOVE HONG KONG SHOWS!! stupid mediacorp always broadcasts Hong Kong shows after SCV has shown them twice. -.- which means, if i watch the Hong Kong shows on Mediacorp, i would have watched the shows THRICE. gosh. -.-" i strongly recommend subscription to SCV. they have really nice shows! channel 55 shows Hong Kong / China / Taiwan / Korean / Japanese shows.

oh! AND I LOVE ANIMAL PLANET! channel 10. i particularly liked the programme - Animal Precinct.

OH. and i just watched the Taiwan news. there's this uber huge bunny, almost the size of Pommy! gosh! ENORMOUS!

btw! the pet shop in bukit panjang plaza has baby hamsters! the adult hamsters on sale actually -toot- and there are plenty of baby hamsters! i saw one gave birth today! tiny red baby hamsters! haha. reminds me of those hamsters Christopher (Toh) gave me last time. ive got the urge to get them, especially after dearest asked me if i wanted to own some hamsters. haha. but nono! i shall not.. cuz its difficult to maintain. i hate the sight of their poopoo and peepee! so i'll clean the cages every single day. THAT IS DARN TIRING. worse than picking up pommy's poopoo everyday. x: and i dont wanna spend money on their food, and lodging. haha. maybe if somebody sponsors me, i might consider. HAHAHA.

WOAH. WHAT A LONG ENTRY! YOU MANAGED TO READ TILL HERE! hahaha. :D

updates

2006-04-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

hoho. i havent been updating, i know i know..

april first.

dearest called me at 12am to wish me a happy monthsary. i almost fainted of happiness, cuz i thought he was sleeping already, turned out that he set alarm, to wish me a happy monthsary. :D i was sleeping too. haha. so we talked for a few minutes, after that we both went to sleep.
woke up. then went over to clementi to meet him. we went to the clementi hawker centre and had dumpling noodles. :D then went to ntuc. walked to the bus stop near the clementi stadium, and took 188 to harbourfront. took the shuttle bus to sentosa! haha. went to palawan beach. we went there in late afternoon, so we didnt get sunburnt. only got a lil tanned.

haha. bathed. then took shuttle bus around. we took the open double deck bus too! haha. sat on the top level. felt the wind blowing against our face. lol. anw, shuling tried to fool me. she messaged me and told me she was pregnant. -.- i immediately msg her "fool." then she still act blur. basket. lol. so i say, duh. today's april fools' day. haha. dumbpig.

dearest decided to fool jasmine with this same joke. lol. he damn idiot. he told jasmine i was pregnant. -.-""""""" WHAT A DUMB LIE RIGHT? lol. anyway, jasmine believed him, and told him to meet up and talk about it. arhahah. dearest and i were laughing non-stop la. jasmine's so cute. :D so i told dearest to not be so mean. lol. so he told jasmine, and jasmine said he was the second person to fool him. the first was their pjc classmate, told her to go for her engagement party next week. hahaha. she's so innocent.!

after that, we left sentosa. took 963. alighted at clementi stadium. then walked him home. YES! i walked him home! hahaha! unique ma. :p after which, i went to the petrol station below his block. there's a NTUC express la! so darn cool. i bought magdelenes from delifrance cuz there was an offer - 2 for the price of 1. my sis loves them la. haha. say im nice. :p

i started feeling dizzy after that. haha.. told dearest, he wanted to come down and accompany me. but i declined his offer. took bus home. tadaa. end of the day.

april first was our nineteenth monthsary! one year seven months. :D:D:D more to come!

im prolly meeting him tomorrow for dinner. still deciding whether to eat at jurong east or bukit timah food centre. hahaha.

i wanna eat jurong east duck rice. bukit timah food centre's carrot cake, hokkien mee, char kuay teow, oyster egg and satay! whaha. holland village's ipoh hor fan and dumpling noodles. nasi goreng at thomson. ehhs. loads more. hahaha.

i miss my boyfriend. hahaha. pardon me.

cindy's

2006-04-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

na na na. i koped this from cindy. im watching campus superstar right now. :D

1. who's the last person in ur inbox?
- dearest!

2. sport you did last?
- walking. :D

3. last movie you watched?
- failure to launch. with dearest!

4. what do people first notice when they meet you?
- im cute! HAHAHAHA. how would i know?

5. do you like peanut-butter?
- yup. hahaha. but i hated it in secondary school! cuz i had it every morning before going to school (sometimes i even throw the bread away. SHEESH.) & when i go to school for band practice, charissa & rena would be enjoying the peanut butter biscuit. lol.

6. Do you like comics?
- yeapp. especially after being with dearest.

7. how pretty/handsome is your crush?
- he's my dearest! not my crush. muaha. he's very handsome!

8. do you like earthquakes?
- yea! i like the one at swensens. LOL.

9. worst nightmare?
- my parents abandoning me!

10. favorite coffee place?
- TCC! but i dont really drink coffee.

11. Wanna be happy?
- i AM happy.

12. your current school close friends?
- peien, sandy, jeremy? haha.

13. most people would describe me as:
- CUTE. LOLL. act cute la..

14. thing/s you hate about yourself?
- i love myself leh.

15. vegetable you hate?
- carrot!! ive sth against them. lol.

16. do you like to go out on a shopping trip?
- would you bring me on a shopping trip? and pay for everything?

17. favorite person in the world?
- ive got loads! i love my parents. i love my family. i love dearest! i love dearest's family. i love pommy! i love my friends! hahaha.

18. can you dance?
- i danced before la, but now.. heh heh heh.

19. favourite past time?
- sleeping. watching hong kong serial shows. watching csi series. watching animal planet.

20. Are you happy?
- but of course!

21. what is the worst rumor you've heard?
- my ex best friend sleeping with my ex teacher. gosh. horrible rumour.

22. what time is it now?
- 8.42pm

23. first thing you do when you wake up?
- wear my specs.

24. where are you right now?
- living room, watching campus superstar

25. what are the things you like to do alone?
- read!

26. are you ok now?
- im sick.

27. how many drinks before you get really drunk?
- i dont drink alot.

28. what can you say about the person who sent this to you?
- i koped this from cindy! lol. she is my on-off friend! haha..

29. what is love to you?
- love is Ang Eng Long & Ng Yu Qi.

30. are u missing someone?
- of course.

31. how many times have you been pulled over by cops?
- why would they do that to me? im a good citizen.!

32. how many times have you been fined for driving?
- i will tell you when i do.

33. have you ever thought of becoming gay/lesbian?
- hahaha. nope. i think.. its rather.. sick. NO OFFENCE! have you ever heard that babies are 爱的结晶? it means that babies are part of love. but.. gay/lesbians cant have their own babies.. controversial topic. better say less.. haha.

34. if you could be someone else, who would it be?
- no thanks. i love myself too much.

35. wats your quote/motto in life?
- be happy! & nth will bring you down!

boring day at home

2006-03-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

i forwarded a message to dearest yesterday. it says

"小猪问妈妈幸福在哪里，妈妈说你的尾巴上，小猪就用嘴咬着他的尾巴却总也咬不到。它沮丧的告诉妈妈自己总抓不住幸福。妈妈笑着说 “只要你往前走幸福一定跟着你。”
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and guess what he replied?

"Will you follow me? Ha ha.."

one. two. three. AWWWWH~

haha. i think that's really sweet of him. eh? you dont think so? haha. nvm if you dont think so, cuz what matters is that i think he's sweet. haha.

i love him. <3

so so tired

2006-03-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

baby miguel. oldd pic. im seeing him this sunday. for my cousin's baby's first month celebration.

big headed baby! rarrhs!

and this is dearest's lil cousin! hannah! haha, she looks different now alr, i havent seen her in a while. but her mummy taught her how to call me! she knows how to say yuqi jiejie! hahah! cute!

i think this mediacorp lil girl is cute! haha. she's acting in the 9pm show.

2006-03-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

heyoos. boo. rot the entire day yesterday. woke up and began doing housework. started by sweeping the floor. then i mopped the floor. after that, i washed the kitchen floor. scrubbed & scrubbed. POOP. perspired. haha. pommy sat outside the kitchen and watched me washed the floor. :D
after that, i bathed the silly dog. she's so naughty! she splashed water onto me by shaking her body. dumb poke. went into my parents' room, as usual, and used the hairdryer+fan to dry her.
rarrhs. was supposed to meet dearest today for dinner & movie but there isnt any movie showing at arnd 7+ pm to 8pm. so we decided not to meet today, but meet tomorrow. :D
tralalalas. anyway, time for photos to be up!

this is the salmon steak i ate at swensens that day. uber tough salmon! eeeks. but i love the potato wedges! <3

this is the guanaja, the premium coffee & the oreo mocha frappe huiling & i drank that day.

see the oreo?! :D

guanaja!!

american cheese cake!

the graffiti on the wall of TCC cineleisure. pretty~

tadaaa! pommy sweetie! the black & white pic.

taken today! when i was eating cake. haha! look at her face!!

ball of fur! thats what dearest said when he saw this pic. lol. UBER CUTE RIGHT? :p

okie dokie. im outta here!

OH BTW! ive got my timetable alr. haha. good timetable compared to last semester's. YEAYY. im officially a year 2 alr! :D:D:D

failure to launch

2006-03-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

hellooo. HUGG ME MORE! hahaha.

woke up at 11am. x: dearest called me thrice. i msged him to tell him that i just woke up. i think he almost fainted. :p

bathed and prepared. tied my hair in a ponytail & plaits. hahaha. i like to tie funny hairstyles nowadays.

went over to clementi to meet dearest. met him at the coffeeshop near his block. ate my chilli-ketchup fishball meepok & drank ice-cream soda. simplicity~

tralallas. took train over to Plaza Singapura. we went to Times. read books. then went up to collect our tickets to Failure To Launch. we booked tickets online. :D watched the show at 3pm. it was not too bad. but i still think Yours, Mine & Ours is nicer. well, it's funnier. lol.

hmms. went to comics connection. waited for dearest to choose his comics. haha. he bought a handphone strap which i quite liked. :D sweet lil boy <3
wanted to dine at Ajisen Ramen at first, cuz i had vouchers. but i felt like eating fish. so he brought me to Swensens. i ordered Salmon Teriyaki while dearest ordered the Steak-n-Grill set. whatever its called la, i cant remember. we ordered rodeo wings too, as usual. :D ate. talked. muahas. i didnt manage to finish my meal. was too full. x: sorry dearest. wasted your money again. anw, the service at Swensens Plaza Singapura kinda sucks. the entire place is stuffy, and the air is stale. haha. music was alright. but the service there.. uh.. haha.. they take damn long to attend to a table la.

muahas. x: so evil of me. i prefer the service at Swensens Bukit Panjang Plaza. haha. they're efficient. the air conditioning is just right. :D

tralalals. next saturday is April Fools Day, as well as, our 19th monthsary! -clapclap- more to come! neverending~ x:

lalalallalalalals. so utterly bored. shall go read Karin the comic. na na na. and finish reading the book i borrowed fr the library - the Baby Squad. i strongly recommend this book. its so scientific. all about the evolution of human. the use of our knowledge of DNA and genetics to produce the "perfect" babies. the future where people born of natural birth are labelled as the Abnormals, while the "perfect" babies are known as the Naturals. where people apply for a baby to be produced in the laboratories. where potential parents are screened, and ranked according to their education level, and their social status to decide what kind of babies they are to have. where the Baby Squad eliminates women who are pregnant with kids, humiliating them in public. where anything related to natural birth are sold in the black market.

haha. Genetics. DNA. Life Sciences. my interest. my love. <3

tata!

yours, mine & ours

2006-03-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

helloooo! im happyyy. hahaha.

woke up at 8.35am. on the computer, then went to bath first. finished bathing at exactly 9.01am. lol. logged in NPAL website -- one of the Ngee Ann Poly websites. clicked. closed my eyes. didnt dare to see. >_< friggin like O levels la, cuz all the exam results affect my chance of getting into university. sobbs. anyway..

muahaha! i passed. though my GPA sucks. haha.. really sucks. frigging disappointed in ipc and mst1. sobbs.

anyway, prepared. then met huiling on bus 190. went to cineleisure. :D the streets were empty! all the shops in cine 2nd floor were closed. so pathetic. went to watch Yours, Mine & Ours at 10.30am. there were only huiling, me and one couple in the theatre. lol. the show is damn hilarious!! :D i strongly recommend it. i was laughing so darn loudly. x:

went to coke lounge after the movie. had black pepper chicken with mashed potato balls. I LOVE THEIR MASH POTATO BALLS WITH BLACK PEPPER SAUCE. *melttss!

went over to heeren~ walked around. then we decided to go back to cineleisure to TCC~~~ i love TCC!! :D:D:D had a premium coffee, orea mocha frappe, a slice of guanaja and american cheese cake. tralala. we shared la. talked alot! ALOT! lol. fr friendship, to relationship.

left after many many hours. went to taka. Guess? Topshop. Isetan. Mango. loads of shop. lol. I SAW THE GUESS? WALLET I WANT!! -melttss! it costs $65.90 only people. x:

just kept walking around. muaha.

anyway! i saw loads of pple today! we saw 郭亮，黎君，阿鸿, Yiling, Eve, Michelle(Neo), ZiRu andd.. cant remember alr. ALOT OF PPLE. lol..

sianns. im gonna upload the pics some other day. too lazy to go get my handphone cable. :D

IM MEETING DEAREST TOMORROW~!

reply to tags:
- cindy ; thankyou! haha. wrong. im sweet. he's bitter. x:
- rena ; thankyou! i spent some time on this!
- anita ; yea, you ought to thank me. :p haha, not entirely blissful. studies is still the most important thing in my life despite the theme of this blogskin. i want to get into university to further studies on life sciences. :D

version1.1` noir et blanc

2006-03-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

muaha. as you can see, i changed my blogskin, yet again. but this time, i made it myself. -CLAPCLAP- the picture above is the picture of dearest and i at the OCS 60/05 ECHO/BRAVO commissioning ball. yeapp. i edited it. effects are done on purpose. lol.

okay, anyway, i changed my blogskin cuz dear anita said she couldnt view the previous one on her computer. so ta-da! i got fed up. and decided to do my own blogskin. YEAY. anita's desktop sucks, though. LOL. x:

yeapps. its been a longggg week. and the most dreaded day of the holidays is tomorrow! cuz tomorrow, my results will be out! i hope i'll pass all my modules, though the probabilty is quite low at the moment. shall wake up at friggin early 8.45am and stone in front of my laptop. results will be out tomorrow at 9.00am. God bless me!!

(: was supposed to meet dearest today for dinner. but his boss robbed him away from me. SOB. his boss wanted to have lunch with his subordinates.

im meeting huiling tomorrow! after her papers. and after i see my results. we're going for a movie, and lunch. perhaps dinner, too. weiwei might be coming along! OH! i forgot to contact him. shall write again tomorrow or sth. TATA! :D

BY THE WAY! i decided to use haloscan for now. so yea, for comments, pls click on the (0) hugg thingy right below every entry! below the time. yeapps. see it? hahaha. HUGG ME MORE! = give me more comments! ps: got a lil sick of tagboard. so yea, shall put it up sometime soon i hope. LOL. :D

2006-03-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

You Are 56% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

oh well, i was bored, you see..

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

dang. this is quite true, i think.

im so utterly bored. waiting for dearest to be off from his work (NS larh.) and sms me. poop.

i miss him loads. and the friggin' results will be out this friday. God bless me. please let me pass all my modules, though its quite impossible.. esp for microbiology. but damn, just let me pass la. i dont wanna waste my time retaking modules. PLEASE MY DEAR ALMIGHTY GOD!

sob. so bored. holidays are killing me. serious.

NEW BLOGSKIN

2006-03-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

yawn. this is the new blogskin. have been too lazy to create my own, so this is another temporary skin. muahas.

went to the OCS 60/05 ECHO/BRAVO commissioning ball yesterday evening. :D was feeling quite uncomfortable at first, heh, cuz im not used to functions like this.

anyway, the ball was held at the Shangri-la Hotel. its damn grand. i was absolutely impressed by the hotel's interior design. the ballroom had uber huge chandeliers. lol.

reached at arnd 6pm. had a pre-dinner party. everybody was just hanging outside the ballroom, mingling around. like some typical business functions you see on tv. lol. the guys introduced their dates to each other. blahblah. there was a palm-reading booth, a temporary tattoo booth, and some other booths to entertain us. lol. a photography studio also had a booth. dearest and i took photos there. it's super wedding-ish. the photographer made him hug me fr the back. he made us face each other too! loll. right in front of sooo many frigging people. >.<"

the ball was themed Moulin Rouge. pretty decorations everywhere, anyway, we took pictures before entering the ballroom.

damn, i cant upload pics now, i will upload ltr ok?

yup, so we went into the ballroom. sat down. and the dinner started. there were performances put up by some magician, as well as acrobatic performances. haha. videos of the ECHO wing and BRAVO wing were shown too. oh! i saw bryan chua. the NH senior. his date was jaslyn, another NH senior. hah. bryan's from BRAVO wing. dearest's from ECHO wing.

dearest's friends were damn cute. lol. koping the flowers from the table we were sitting on. eating extra shares of expensive food cuz somebody who was supposed to be sitting on our table didnt come as he was ill, reminding themselves that they paid a freaking $300++ for this ball. LOL. ah then, you think its free meh?

lol.. dearest paid for my dress too, which means he spent $500++. poor baby. nvm, he's earning $1000++ now. ALOT RIGHT? he earned about $400++ in BMTC and SISPEC. then in OCS, he earned abt $750 i think. now, as a official officer, holding quite a high post in the Headquarters of SAF, he's earning $1000++. if im not wrong.

so girls! get your boyfriends to strive for NAPFA, and get into BMT. then strive harder to get into OCS! and be an officer! haha. i heard that OCS accepts mostly JC graduates, and some poly ones.

like wth, only clever people can lead? o.o"

anyway, the ball was wonderful. i love the food. the decorations. the ambience.

it was oh-so-elegant, you know?

hahaha. dearest sent me home after that, we called for an SMRT cab. he sent me up too, cuz i didnt feel comfy taking the lift up myself at arnd 12am. lol.

trallalala. i love my dearest. <3<3<3>

OCS commisioning parade

2006-03-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

muahahas. yesterday was dear's commisioning parade. :D went over to his house at 4pm. his mummy fetched his auntie, his grandpa and me to the OCS. :D waited and waited. read the lil booket they gave us.
this is the cover of the booklet. :D

waited for about an hour! haha. took some photos too~

and that's the famous OCS sth. i forgot what it's called >.<

waited and waited, till the SAF band finally marched in!

and that's my dearest's contigent. :D

i forgot which contigent are these..

and this is the SAF band marching outta the parade square!

dearest with his gong gong! i wonder whr he was looking at. >.<""

and those lil figures there are the SAF officer graduands! hahaha. they just threw their caps or whatever you call that. they were crazy! hahaha!

anyway, the guest of honour is some MP.. i forgot his name. >.<" i'll go check it out. hahaha.

after the parade, dearest went to the Dining Hall with gong gong and mummy. while auntie and me went to the Warrior's Hall. sad! they only allow 2 family members/friends/girlfriend/whoever to sit with the officer graduands, so obviously, i told him to bring his gong gong and mummy. his auntie and i went to have buffet instead, while they had western dinner. my buffet was some indian food which sucked.

auntie and i had to wait for about an hour for dearest, gong gong and his mummy to finish their dinner. we almost died of boredom. loll.

finally! managed to talk to my dearest. he's like, uber uber uber handsome yesterday! i was melting. hahahaa. x:
his mummy drove gong gong and auntie home first. then drove dearest and me back to bukit panjang. wanted to go home at first, but dearest said he wanted to spend more time with me (cuz he hasnt been spending time with me for the past 2 weeks cuz of the commisionning parade) so, we went to the pasar malam opposite bukit panjang plaza.

:D:D:D im flooding in his lovee.

arhaha. anw, i took pictures with him. his mummy and auntie took pictures with dearest too. but the pictures are in his mummy's dcam, they're not with me. i'll upload them when i get them kae?

I LOVE MISTER ANG ENG LONG. (:
and he loves me too. hahahahhaha.

ps: those pictures above are taken using my beloved n70. (: some are quite blur cuz those guys were moving! duh~

EXAMS ARE OVER (:

2006-03-05T21:21:00.001+08:00

phew~

that's a sigh of relief. exams are over! hahahahha. im praying that i pass all my modules.

it's the holidays now!! :D 7 weeks. hohoho. school reopens on the 23 april. hahaha and its the 5 march now. HAHAHAHAHAH.

now, aint you JC people jealous of me?

lol.. dont be~ cuz ive to study one more year that you. lol.

i bought my pretty dress already~~ together with a pretty shawl to tie around the neck. and a very cute handbag. all of them from the deisgner label, Daniel Yam. HOHO. dear spent more than a hundred on them! :p

tralalallas.

holidays. boo. ask me out okay?

and if there're any part time jobs available, let me know~

thank you people! MUACKKS.