valentines day without a valentine.
that's the best thing that can ever happen to anyone. -claps-
i give up. you dont know what you want at all. you took your revenge by hurting me so deeply. promises? they're so meant to be broken. i want to hate you so much. but i just cant. this feeling sucks, you know? was reading your blog. why. why is it that you can hold on to the relationship with K. why is it that you can keep asking her to patch. why cant you treat me this way. sigh.
what will you be when one day i disappear from your life, totally.?
ive tried so hard. even to the extend of asking for a patch. i prayed hard for God to let us be together once again. but nothing seems to work.
i cant feel you anymore. i cant feel your love anymore.
i tell myself, as long as you're happy, i will be happy too.
but im not so noble..
i cant bear to see you leave. i cant bear to see you living your life so happily when im not by your side anymore.

i wonder, again, what will you be feeling when one day, i disappear from your life, totally..