dear booked out on saturday at around 3pm. we went to watch initial d at jurong point. clever me booked the tickets on axs station. -claps- hmms, then we bought loads of food!
ehhhs. he sent me home after that.

ermmms. sunday, met shuling, wanyi, lynn and jiayu. went to town. r0t. take photos.. at my playground. you know, that nice nice photo shop? but we look damn spastic laa. met dear in the evening for dinner. nice me accompanied him to pasir ris. hoho. -claps- x: vincent saw me and called me. boos. he say i k0k eye. =/

just now, had practical. lame practical. ermms. then, had lecture. super sian dae.

im damn annoyed lehs. i dont know how to tell you guys laa.

boos.

im stressed.

and fuck, i got 17/60 for ma test. lowest in class 6, highest 45. class average is 24.
damn it.
ma mark is lower than the class average. :(

heyos. back to revive this blog.
sandy, shing and ben came to ma house just now, to use ma net connection. best right?
got told off by dad. say what guy and girl shouldnt be in a room together with the door closed. HELLO, LIKE I WILL DO ANYTHING WRONG? pissed. and isnt it common sense to close the door when you turn on the air con?! asshole. always picking on me for no obvious and relevant reasons when he's in a bad mood.
dear called me just now. sound a lil cold towards him, so he thought i was pissed and wanted me to vent my anger on him so that i'll feel better. silly right?
yups. im working on a new blog skin. gimme time to complete it alright. im sick of this blogskin. bahhs.
infotech test sucked. section 1, 2 and 3 were alright. but i screwed up at section 4. damn it. yes, infotech test is about microsoft excel. we're tested on inserting functions, making pivot tables, charts, formatting and all sorts of crap. bet most of you havent heard of most of the terms. they're Greek to me. bahhs.
OBC test. sighs. irritating paper. cant believe i forgot everything i studied. -claps-
how am i gonna get ma diploma like that?!
i cant even get ma ADs. arghhhs. im so disappointed in maself. damn it. just cant get things right. i wanna bond the class together more, but da class ends up splitting into cliques. i wanna study hard to get into a University, but im already failing 2 tests. im trying so hard, but everything's just doesnt go right.
i know this isnt my best, im gonna work hard.
pls, pray for me.
pray that i'll be able to get into university to further ma studies.
pray that i'll not go cranky after this 3 years in polytechnic.
the stress is taking a toll on me.
im suffocating.

heyos! :D:D:D
hahas.
skye's in camp already. he was posted to sispec/sispac, dont know how to spell! :P
hmms, yup.
had OBC test today. it sucked. i totally forgot what i studied. boos. and da lecturer's damn clever. we all had da test in lecture hall today, and there were paper A, B and C. consist of same questions but in different orientations. damn clever right? so the person sitting beside you will definitely have different paper from you which means you cant copy! :(
uh huhs.
ermmms. released early for cell bio lecture. now at galileo cafe - da cafe at alumni clubhouse. woohoo. having lunch and doing tutorial later. :D
having tutorial at 1-2pm. after that dont know staying for extra lecture anot. so tired! arghhh!

:(



boos.

sighs.
if a relationship/friendship is so vulnerable that some words could spoil it all, then what's the point of being together?
it's funny how some couples/friends can be so fake towards each other.

scenario 1 :
girl keeps requesting guy to go wild wild wet. but guy wasnt interested at all. so guy decided to BEG girl's friends to convince girl that wild wild wet is NOT fun at all. so girl's friends tried their best to do so. they said stuff like 'wild wild wet is not fun at all', 'wild wild wet is just for kids', 'if go wild wild wet might as well go jurong swimming complex' and stuff like that. STRANGELY enough, guy messaged girl's friends and told them off cuz girl went back and told guy that her FRIENDS said that wild wild wet is damn romantic for couples and stuff. biatch.

scenario 2:
girl went out with friends to celebrate birthday. merely went to a restaurant to have ice-cream. one of the friends asked if they wanted to have dinner, but all couldnt make it. and birthday girl said she had to GO HOME, cuz her sis' cooking for her. so duh, that friend had to ask her boyfriend to accompany instead. strangely enough, when girl's friend called girl, girl's boyfriend picked up the call and LAMED about. ha. immature. and girl's boyfriend was so sarcastic. said girl's friends 'made him pay for his separation with girl'. cuz girl's friends bought her slippers (guy chipped in), and girl's boyfriend said slippers mean separation. freaking lame. if their relationship was that STRONG, would a pair of slippers break them up? ha. dont blame it on that pair of slippers alright?!

scenario 3:
girl's friends were pissed with girl's ultimate change in character ever since she graduated from secondary school. so naturally, they began to be rather cold towards her, unintentionally. girl went back and told her boyfriend some tales about her friends bullying her and stuff. so boyfriend messaged girl's friends and told them off. ha.
how did girl's friends know girl told tales about them to boyfriend? hello, like, if girl just wanted to complain, why would she give boyfriend her friends' numbers so that he can tell them off?! girl's friends take it as she just wanna gain sympathy so that her boyfriend will love her more cuz 'her friends dont wanna care about her'. HA.

loads of other scenarios.. LOADS.
im really speechless about such a friend. sighs.
how can one be pretty just by dressing up?
in ma opinion, to be pretty, you not only must have da looks. the most important point, is your inner beauty. who would want a pretty girl who is as evil as cinderella's godmother? sigh.
doubt anybody can understand what im saying. nvm.
im just upset about how drastic one can change.
im disappointed.
im pissed off.
im feeling so damn helpless.

):

hopefully, things will change for the better.
hopefully, this wouldnt happen to me and ma poly friends.
hopefully.

previous entry is a survey. got that from cindy's blog. damn true ehs.
errmms. yup. dear came over to NP today to pick me up. toured around NP with him. lols. yea.
then came over to ma house. slacked around. watched vcd - ma lil bride! its damn kawaii!! :D:D:D lol. i laughed so loudly i think i disturbed ma mum who was watching tv in her room. LOL.
lalas. after watching vcd was about 6.30pm. so lovely me decided to cook dinner. dear stayed in ma room to surf da net. i cooked this sambal hotdog+egg thingy i learnt from ma malay colleague. and cooked cauliflower+mini corns+carrots+mushroom thingy. and mum fried da japanese chicken. heh. so he ate dinner here. woo. :D:D:D
lalas. then i sent him to the bus stop. felt like da luckiest girl on planet earth all of a sudden when he bought me ma favourite sugar rolls from polar puffs and cake. :D:D:D
im lucky.
lalas. talking to hl, kat, jq and sk online now. ps not online. bahhs.
uh huh.
im off
IVE GOT OBC AND CBO LECTURE TMR.
:(

went out with dear yesterday. met him at 12.30pm at clementi mrt ctrl station but he was late :( cuz he was looking for his wallet. bleahs. then we went to town. ate at kobayashi. hoho. nice omelette noodles. lalas. watched movie, my boyfriend is type B. nice movie. we got a pair of written movie tickets coz the printer was down. -claps-
ermms. walked to far east and shopped. he bought 2 shirts. and he bought me a nicee bagg! :D:D:D then he sent me home. hoho.
met him today again at 12.30pm at clementi mrt ctrl station again but he was late again. :( poor guy has been sick for days. its all da stupid 24km route march's fault. bibibabibu. went to suntec with him. wanted to go to church at first but i was afraid i might fall asleep during service cuz im damn sleepy. went to have lunch at food terrace. after eating, we went to carrefour to buy clothes' hangers. bahh. then he decided that he was too sick and wanted to go home. so i sent him home. yupps. wonder how he is now. think he's sleeping bahh. hmms, silly him's coming over to ma house tomorrow.
he's picking me up from school cuz he needs to check out da courses at NP and to check out on ma classmates. lols. he's coming over to watch vcds. lalaaas. i might be cooking dinner for him, just hope he doesnt die of food poisoning. x:
uh huhhs. having school again tmr. BORING. having OBC practical and cell bio lecture. im so gonna fall asleep in class. cell bio lecture sucks. cannot use laptop, which means i cant play neopets! i`ll have to mug and copy down notes. BOO. :(
i miss him.
bleahs.
tata.!

<3 o1o9o4 _________ \\ 9 mths ++ and countin`

lalas. IT'S FRIDAY. which means SATURDAY is here. which means i've 2 days off from school! :D:D:D:D
lol. im cranky la.
just came back from eunice's house. yes, my classmate in poly. amazing hur. we clicked so well. haha. went to her house and slacked around. helped her cook dinner for her younger sisters and brother. lol. yup. and dumb dumb shing kept on disturbing me. haha. he's too bored la. ben was real quiet.
anyway, had IS class this morning. man, had to do this presentation thingy. we had to think of our own topic. purpose and audience are given by lecturer on the spot. it may sound easy, but its tough. ): ma topic was homosexuality. purpose was to inform and audience are women. i interpreted the audience as mothers. yea. and i suppose i presented quite properly. erms, though i was really nervous la. never talked about homosexuality in front of so many people. bleahs. but i managed to crap through the whole presentation la. -claps- and guess what, surprisingly, lecturer said i was a steady presenter. i suppose that's good la. lols.
uh huh. then had IAC. boring class. went with tingrui and sandy to meet shing, eunice and ben at atrium.
then went to eunice's house to rot. blahs. took a cab back to bukit panjang plaza with shing and ben. :D:D:D
ahh. that's about it.

im having infotech lesson now. so bored nehs. am supposed to write this petition thingy to request for our infotech lesson to brought one hour earlier. cuz we always have 2 hours break and its redundant. and im 'ordered' by the lecturer to 'do the favour of writing the petition' on behalf of ma classmates cuz im the 'class rep'. bahhs. being class rep sucks.
erms. yep. had OBC tutorial in the morning. OBC stands for Organic and Biomolecular Chemistry. it's boring. but fun cuz ive funny classmates. lols. ermms. had 2 hour break. first hour was at canteen 3 eating. ehs. 2nd hour at library. i love the school's library. its damn cool, serious. i love the lifestyle library. bahh. and i keep meeting benjamin[tan] around in campus. o.O" am i lucky or unlucky. i dont know.
bleahs. so bored. okok. gotta go. EXCEL SUCKS.
TAG!
:D

havent been updating ma blog for a long long time.
the previous entry screwed up. -.-"

ehhs. im in 1f05 of lsct biotech @ ngee ann poly. ive got a wonderful class. people are lovely, nice. ok la, except one or two. x: ma class' rather united. dined together almost every single day. :D

ermms. before sch started, had this orientation camp thingy. camp group name was sandman. nice people in ma group. had a friendly group leader too - huiting. yups. :D

englong's gonna have his pop tomorrow. too bad i cant go, having lessons from 8am-5pm. bahhs. his mum and grandpa going. he's gonna be so smart in that uniform. woots.

anyway, i got ma laptop already. having lecture now. :D lecturer's attending to some people right in front of lecture theatre. and im happily playing neopets and blogging over here. :D

lols. lecturer's laptop crashed. :D:D:D:D rocks. but jeremy spoilt everything. damnnn. :( jeremy is ma ckassmate. he's lending ma lecturer his laptop. what a pig! GRR!

okok. im off. TAG OKAY?!?!?! :D

adeline ; yuqi
15/o8/1988
ngee ann poly ; biotech
attached - since oh one oh nine oh four

good food. music. teevee. englong.