you&me

[ o1o ]

Friday, February 11, 2005
2:29 AM

it all ended last night.
do you know how hurt i am.
how sad i am.
how much i feel like dying.
i cried when i hugged eeyore. i cried when i wore our ring. i cried when i took out everything you gave me. i cried when i saw your msgs. i bet you didnt know. and you'll never know.
i know its hard on you.
i know its hard to forgive me. coz i cant forgive myself either.
surely our relationship was strong enough to withstand it all?
but no..
it turned out otherwise.
we've gone through so much. from the rocky relationship at first coz of kelly, to the relationship whereby we've to keep everything from christine, to the one she said she'll wait for you, to the one you didnt care about her at all, to the one you promised me that your heart will always be with me..
remember the times we spent together? playing with hannah. cooking fried rice for me. waiting hours for stupid 184 bus. going on our first date together - the terminal. our rings. ur neoprint. the first photo we took together on your new handphone. all the shows we've watched together - terminal, bridget jones, fockers, kung fu hustle, shall we dance.. the times we studied together before the os and the as? the time you folded the heart for me at macdonalds. hanging out together at malls. the first and the last time we went to the church in the name of a couple.. the time we went to the children's arcade at bugis and had so much fun. the time you bought me eeyore. the time you bought the hp chains.. everything.. everything.. i bet you wont remember them anymore..
im sad.. but i still want you to be happy. i'll wait for you, even if you go to NS, even if you fall for another girl, even if it means to lose everything.
i used to think that we might break up coz of kelly or coz of christine who keeps contacting you. but im wrong. no, i was wrong.. hais.
when we were together, nobody knew how i felt when she keeps contacting you. especially when she even told you that she'll wait for you.. hais.
promise me you'll be happy always. promise me to remember everything we've gone through together. promise me to enjoy your life.. promise me to remember me.. ~~promise me to love me always..~~
lovers, no more. mine, no more. your love, no more.
memories, checked. heartbreak, checked. tears, checked..

i want you to be happy. if breaking up makes you happy, then i respect your choice, though im hurting from deep within.

o1o9o4 - 11o2o5
5 months and 1o days.
i'll love you always and forever, till the end of time.
i promise.

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you&me

adeline ; yuqi
15/o8/1988
ngee ann poly ; biotech
attached - since oh one oh nine oh four

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