kong
Monday, September 05, 2005
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hais.
why are humans so selfish? pathetic creatures.
im really very disappointed. who are you to me? why should i be so bothered? fcuk.
i've always treated you as a friend. i told you everything. i shared everything with you. but you never once told me anything. you never once trusted me, have you? you promised me. but you lied. i had to find out myself. from others, not from you. you call that friends? nars. who am i exactly to you? am i just a busybody in your eyes? in my heart and soul, every word that you say, every action of yours, means alot to me. cuz, you're my friend. people could say stuff about you, i wouldnt listen. people told me that you are not trustworthy at all, i stood by my beliefs that you're not that sort of person. but now, i think im dumb. i believed you. who was the one who said "aiyah. i'll tell you when the time is ripe", "i'll tell you when i succeed". who? hur. if you treated me as a friend, you would have shared your stuff with me. that's what friends are for. friends share. oh well, you never once took the initiative to contact me. i guess im just another person in your social circle. from now on, you'll also be another person in my social circle. why should i bother about you when you dont bother about me at all?
friends mean alot to me. everyone knows this. especially you.
im a nobody.
now&forever
you&me