nobody seems apologetic for this entire episode of things happening. i'm definitely not. but it just hurts to be wronged and accused of something which is so not true. it's hilarious how some people like to put words into my mouth. question. how did i exactly change?

from the beginning till now, my stand has always been clear. it's my point of view, so if you disagree with it, it's your problem. i dont really give a damn. (: and i wont influence your stand. so kindly scram and stop trying to make me change my mind.

oh well, besides that, i think its rather childish to make a big fuss outta this matter. it makes outsiders laugh at your foolishness too. your attempt to put me down has failed. your attempt to prove that we're close is succeeding. think about this way, without your "help", we wont be talking as much now. stop making a fool outta yourself.

and no, im not referring to you. nor you. just somebody. stop thinking that you're oh-so-great. i dont give a damn about how you think of me. just return me my innocence. dont accuse me of anything, when in fact, all you give are stupid excuses. this just proves that you're picking on me not cuz ive done anything wrong, but cuz you're just plain jealous of me.

i do feel honoured with you fussing over me. i mean something to you, don't i? i think i ought to say thank you. thank you for showing me that best friends cannot be trusted. im happy with my life the way it is. time will prove to everybody who's right and wrong. and i believe my decision is right. one day, every single person around you will wave goodbye to you, and you'll be all alone. you'll understand someday that it's a vicious cycle - that's when retribution befalls on you. all the best, my friend. i did all that i could. i did not escape, am not, and will not. feel free to approach me if you have doubts.

and to people out there. stop assuming that im referring to you. no offence, but i dont really give a damn about you. if you're feeling pissed, or guilty after reading this entry, this goes to prove that you did me wrong. as for what exactly you did, you yourself know best.

it's not like ive not done anything wrong to disappoint anybody. nobody in this world is infallible. i dont blame you. so please, stop putting the blame on me when in fact, you're the one at fault. im not perfect, neither are you. so if you really dislike me, just scram. stop resorting to all sorts of despicable means to bring me down / backstab me.

like i said above, if you're feeling pissed / guilty / sad / disappointed after reading this entry, this goes to show that you did me wrong. you attempted to ruin my life.

but obviously, you failed. cuz im still alive and kicking, and loving every moment of my life with my family, my dog, my precious baby and friends who really care.
i admit i was in a state of depression but i thought to myself, why should i let you succeed? i ought to prove you wrong, and i think i did.

(:
im blogging - to record every single moment of my life. i do not escape from errors nor the harsh reality. i believe in my stand. i believe in myself.

adeline ; yuqi
15/o8/1988
ngee ann poly ; biotech
attached - since oh one oh nine oh four

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