year 2005 has passed. well, many things happened to me in 2005.
i was having dinner at bukit panjang plaza foodcourt just now -- having korean food. this food stall was at first called DaDa Korean Food, was introduced to korean food by my mum, when this stall just opened like.. in secondary one? i cant really remember. what i remember is that i used to frequent this stall with my then best friend -- a friend i knew since primary school. imagine 2 pathetic lil girls with minimum amount of pocket money visiting this stall. i still remember we used to take out every single coin we can find in our wallets, just to share one meal together. it may seem pathetic, but the pure joy i felt within me, was.. just fabulous.
well, good things dont last. we soon parted cuz of some misunderstandings, i guess she hated me. recently, i read her blog, and found out that we are really living in 2 different worlds. but i hope she's happy though. she was the one who was always so popular. she was the one who brought me to town to know new friends. she was the one who converted a very introvert Qi to one who's more outgoing now. without her, i guess i will be an uber toot nerd now.
and so, i thought of all that we did together in the past. truthfully, i cant remember much. after that incident, my memories of her faded.
but still, i tear-ed. i wanted to cry so much. so much had happened to me these past few years. i cant seem to find a "best friend" now.

alright, enough of emotional stuff.
as promised, i need to thank some people who had been with me for 2005.
daddy, mummy and pommy ; they are the ones who will always be there for me. though sometimes we do quarrel (except with pommy, of course), i still love them alot! (:
englong ; he's my dearest. (: i love him. thanks for being with me thru the darkest times of my life. stay strong, my dear! endure! i'll always be out here waiting for you! take care in thailand, okay? LOVE~
yanyi ; dear girl. we havent been talking. sigh :( i just want you to know, i'll always be here for you. i really miss you alot alot. :(
charissa ; pretty. you've always been the strongest in our clique. 2005 was a bad year for you, i guess. hope 2006 will be a much better year! we need to meet up soon!
michelle (wang) ; lovely dear~ i miss you alot! we live so near to each other, but we havent been meeting each other! :( take care girlie! all the best for the big As!
wenbing ; sigh. I TOTALLY LOST CONTACT WITH YOU! wonder if you will see this.. anw, i heard that you're enjoying life in SP! good! haha. take care girl! dont forget us!
rena ; ahna! you arh. also another one who's enjoying life! WE NEED TO MEET UP! i miss the good ol' trombone days! haha! mass pon tanning and gossiping during band practice!
anita ; ahdua! WE LIVE BESIDE EACH OTHER ONLY LA. (with one carpark in the middle, though) but i havent been seeing you! very sad, can. take care in 2006! all the best!
cindy ; dumbdumb! cheer up! happy 2nd month to you and nic! (:
siewkay, kathy, jiaqi & peishan ; thank you all. im not that heartless as to forget all of you, afterall, we have had happy times tgt. all the best for 2006. study hard.
sherrie ; thank you. and take care of yourself.
weiwei ; dumbpig! wonder if you'll see this. haha. thanks for being such a great friend, THIS FEW MTHS. oh well, we barely talked last time.. x:
1f05 ; hey guys! happy new year!
nh1/4 2/4 ; take care & all the best!
nh 3/7 4/7 ; we need to visit poon, pandian, wangjianping, siew andd.. chng soon! (:

LONGLONG ENTRY!

ANYWAY. HAPPY SIXTEENTH MONTH TO ENGLONG AND MYSELF! I LOVE YOU DEAR! (:






see. li huiling must be there cursing me. wondering why i nvr put her name. lolll!
WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR.. 3 years now! haha. been through alot with you! i even gave you my first time, staying over at somebody's house. ( WHAT WERE YOU GUYS THINKING? ) the past few mths spent with you was abit les. but fun! haha. hope we'll stay like that forever. do tolerate my weird temper! I LOVE YOU! and my new found friend, jialing! haha. she's a lovely girl. (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR ONE AND ALL! may the new year bring good tidings to all of you out there! (:

adeline ; yuqi
15/o8/1988
ngee ann poly ; biotech
attached - since oh one oh nine oh four

good food. music. teevee. englong.