boo. its been raining so much. staring right outside, the raindrops fall non-stop, the view is blurred, the rain howls, the sky is all gloomy.

people holding umbrellas, trying their best to fight the wind, and the rain. but victory seems impossible to achieve.

God roared, lightning strike.

my heart sank. my life seems so direction-less, if there's such a word. for two semesters, ive been getting 2.4 for my GPA, and that sucks. how am i going to get into university with this kinda shit results.

im gonna try my best to get at least 2 As next semester. dont put me down, even before i try. shut up if you think i cant make it, cuz im gonna prove you wrong. the NP web featured a Biomedical Science senior who went straight to medical school. that's oh-so-rare la. in fact, it's almost impossible to go straight to medical school. cuz for us, we've to pursue another 2/3 years to get of Biotechnology/Biomedical Science Degree before we can go onto medical school.

hell.

listening to Daniel Powter's Bad Day just make me feel worse.

gosh. i sound so pessimistic. stab me.

lunch today was fried rice with a sunny side-up & hotdogs. dinner's gonna be mee rebus mummy brought home from the school. nutrition-less food. -shakes head- in case you were wondering, i cooked lunch myself. yes, bloody hell, i cook okay.

rarrhs. it's dearest's birthday tomorrow. (: wishin' him an advanced happy birthday here! i doubt he will see this though. haha.. yea, gonna countdown with him, i cant go over to his house later, parents are strict. so we gotta do it thru the phone. :( but im going over to his house tomorrow. gonna fetch him from work. erm, fyi, he works far far away at pasir ris, it'll take me 2 damned hours to travel there. haha. but im doing it all for him! :D it's his birthday ma. am prolly bringing him some herbal tea too, since he hasnt recovered. whahas. gonna force it down his throat, like how he did to me when i was sick! >_<

i love him loads. :D ah, i know you are sick of hearing this, but i just gotta say it again la.

ciaos. im gonna watch my teevee alr. (:

reply to tags :
anita ; yup, adriano's cute. especially when he sang Alex's song.
gim ; ive been doing nothing at home. enjoy? zz..
yanns ; i havent been hearin from you. how's stuff over ur side?
6T ; yeap. its in the links. haha.. and in one of my previous entries.
linggs ; its adriano la.

adeline ; yuqi
15/o8/1988
ngee ann poly ; biotech
attached - since oh one oh nine oh four

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